{♥./XUANNIEEEE™

Blown, away.

2010-03-03T21:11:00.002+08:00

& This is th one i talk to, when im down . ):

Lifeisstillup&down,idkifitsbecausethereishim,soimlikethisorimlikethis.

iseriouslyhatebeinglikethishavingthiskindoffeelings,buticnthelpit.):

iwantedtolethimgosomaybeicanbealilhappierbutthprobishedontletgo.

heisreallyselfish.imtiredseriouslyimtired,idkwhy&whatamitiredof.sigh.

I feel tht 2010 isnt a good year at all, back to my ranting again. Sigh, i know im naggy. But cnt help it. I seriously need to rant things out, not happy ; just eff off, easy right?(: I saw some quote, quite motivating. But not to me, cause i dont know what's life to me.

Life Quote :

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.
I learn, yet i fail . What happen yesterday, repeat again. & I realise th one repeating th mistake wasnt me. It was someone else. I live for today, but i get less hope for tomorrow. Cause what happen yesterday, happen again. & whay happen again, make me regret of living today.

Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies.
Yes, no one get to live life backward, i look ahead. I cnt see where is my future. Why? Cause again, someone else destroyed my future. & I just stop down there, looking at th past, & trying to look ahead for my future, i teared.

Life is like riding a bicycle. You don't fall off unless you plan to stop peddling.
I dont know how to ride a bicycle, so i just fell off from it. That it way, my life stop here. & will never continue again. Goodbye.

Love Quote :

Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you. Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give -- which is everything.

I dont know what more to say actually. I've been day-dreaming ,feeling down. Idk why, i feel tht im no longer happier than who i was in th past. I can feel it, can you all feel it ? maybe no, i guess ? Cause, i pretend that im in happiness. (':

Make up ,is so difficult ! :/

2010-02-12T23:57:00.000+08:00

Being your rockstar, rocking & shining like a star in your life. ♥

Hello. It was a good day, haha. Ohkay laa, everything still gng quite well; not bad for today.(: School as per normal, but i was a lil bit late. :x Blame on th bus, not me . Haha! Kkay, so lesson started. & all lesson started very fast. PIE - Professional Image E_____ ; have a make up & overall dress up test! & Im so stress ,cos i dont make up & idk how to makeup ! Haha ! After that had EFC - Effective Communication (if im not wrong) ; & then school end. (:

Walked out of school with Veronica , & waited for Bus 31 with her. Board th same bus as Hafizah & Fazleen, & alight @ Tampines Interchange. Went to TP1 to collect me & honey's necklace, easier for me to go out with him after he's work; if not need go TP1 take & then go other places, quite troublesome loh. Collected th necklace, & then bus 27 home. On th way home , i keep smiling & feeling a sense of happy inside me. Idk why either. Hahahs!

Kay, after that home sweet home. & then bathed. Watch My Fair Lady, until 3p.m ; went to prepare cos honey's reaching from he's work place. ^-^ Kay, so prepared. & he came. Bus 74 to AMK Hub. Shopped around . & went Watson to buy th makeup set - Eyeliner, Eyeshadow, Foundation, Blusher, Lip-gloss & th cleanser* , bought eye gel, cotton-in pieces form, spent quite some time over there as its my first time shopping for make up thingy. >.<>< Im like what th hell, lolx. kay, then went mac. to had some snacks. after tht bus 88 to Hougang Ave 8, & walked home. Home sweeet home with honey, & i went trying to do those make up myself. Ohkay, done quite okay for first time student :/ HAHA! Lolx. But i fail on th eyes part! haha! Lolx. Honey say he like me make up, dont know why also :x HAHA!

After that , dinner with honey. & then he went home at 9.30pm plus. Haha! Alright , shall have my post end here! (: Currently waiting for honey to finish updating. He's so slow, cause when i updated finish, he still updating when i update after him. Haha! :D

Being together for 536 days - One year , five months, two weeks & four days!

Didnt really expect that i can walk till this long with you. Being with you is never an easy task, cos thing do happen in between , obstacles are alway there for us to go thru one after one. Which make me quite sick & tired sometimes. But what can i do ? I love you, i've to continue fighting this obstacles. 13 more days ; we're tgt for one & the half year . Let's continue holding hand & follow th lights & sparks of our love.

Honey, I love you.

Hello Blogger ! :D

2010-02-05T15:06:00.003+08:00

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Heyheyhey ! Its long since i use blogger eh , as you can see from th date. Was like about for a month! O.O Currently using onsugar. People who still link this, i shall update it too. Then it wont be troublesome for some of you that is viewing iam-xuan.blogspot.com ! (:
Im so kind, but for th past one month - you've to go to oh-youfoundme.onsugar.com ; im so sorry about that. :x

School has started for one month. Couldn't believe it at all. Was like wah, time passes so fast? haha! but have learnt quite a number of staff in a month? But there's really lots of project. ): But hopefully, i still can manage? Teamwork with Veronica, Jiajuan & Olivia will alway be fun. Alot of laughters. But well, ofcos with others also laa. (:

Especially with Dhugar; she's so called a joker in our class. Lots of laughing gases in her. Haha! For anything/everything, she almost can laugh all times. (: & I've know another 6 pretty girls also; Zhiqing, YuanFang, Jacqueline*, Shariah*, Jessica & Xiaoyuan. Oh, and also Jeslyn, Atiqah, Ash*, Xinyan, & etc. Alot alot. Almost know half of th class. but still not very close yet laa, haha! most close is Veronice, Olivia? I think (:

Lesson are pretty fun , expect for CSV & EFC . Role play, bored. Need think for th script! ): But its alright. Shall work hard for all th assignments, haha! Class is quite alright, haha ! Though sometime its bored. :x Haha ! Alright, shall be back to update somedays. (:

Long way to go .

2009-12-18T21:58:00.002+08:00

I was on th boat. It doesnt have a direction. Lost is th only word to be describe.

Idk getting onto this boat was good / bad. I had to get myself clear fr what i want.

Im lost , really lost . Didnt know where to go either , could someone bring me out ?

Hello everyone !
Im feeling a lil lost right now , well abit down .
Not about th result or maybe about th result ? Sigh .

As expected , i didnt get great result & i didnt get promoted . Is either i retain or i go for ITE . There are alot of courses for me to take . But i doesnt know which courses to take . Im worried i might regret . Sigh ! Im so stucked . I dont know how to move on , or rather where to move on . Im hope i could have more time to decide . ):

I know having to be in ITE might be shocking to people around me. & disappoint people around me ? I dont know . But i know my dad & mum is th most disappointed one . I didnt want to have myself to disappoint them to . But i had did it . I couldnt regret anymore . All is out alr , i couldnt perform magic to my results . ):

Sorry daddy , Sorry mummy . )': I cried when i was bathing after i reach home getting th results . I bet other than bi , no one know that i cry . I didnt cry for myself for not working hard . I cry for disappointing my dad & mum . Esp. mum , i see from her face ; disappointed & upset . *ohgod. i feel like tearing now.*

I swear , im gng to work fcuking harder for my studies now ! I wont think on th negative . I will have myself on th positive sides ! Who know if it might be a better start for me ? Maybe i can archieve better result from there ? (': I will be strong , & i have to be strong . Everything will be fine soon .

I trust myself, & i will believe myself . I wont give up, no matter what.

Even if people given up on me . I wont give up on myself ! (:

Movies ! :D

2009-12-17T16:28:00.003+08:00

Hello all. I think it time for me to have my blog updated ! (:
Didnt get to used comp. yesterday . Cos i went out early in th morning ?
& Here i am today to have it update . Since im not going anywhere . ^^

Hmm. Where should i start ? I got no idea actually. Forgotten where did i end @ my last post. Lol. Give me a second , i go take a look @ where did i stop . (: *(Alright ,im back.) Oh, i've stop @ Tuesday ; which mean i didnt blog about yesterday only. alright, i got it. Kkay, so i will begin my day from yesterday till today than . Gonna post about movies that i've watched ! (:

Wake up early in th morning around 0740 .Had myself prepare to go meet bi @ Hougang Mall. Last night ,told him i wna had breakfast with him . ^^ Walked to mall, cos im gng to be late . Lol. & still im late , bi was @ Mac waiting for me alr. Haha ! Lol. Met him there .

I had Mcgriddles & Bi had hotcakes. Bi pay for it . Breakfast with him for th Second time @ mac ! Chat while we eat ,had so much laughters . Hohoho ! Alright , then walked home. Chit-chat with him too . Lol . We seems to have alot to talk about everytime we were tgt . We could chat about alot of things . (:

Home soon . Had myself prepared . & went out . Walked to Buangkok . Im feeling so damn sick , feeling giddy & headache . Lol. Trained down to DobyGaught, & then change train to Somerset . Chit chat on th train again . Haha ! Had fun on th train too , lol. Reached, & walked straight to Cineleisure , bought tickes of "Princess & th Frog" + "Avatar" .

Had "Princess & The Frog" first . Not a good start for my day , im not referring to th movie . Something happen in between before th movie start . Spoil my mood for exactly more than 5 hours . Showed bi my bad attitude ,& temper . Well, he still endure . Sorry . I know its my fault for being moody for more than 5 hours jus bcos of that fcuking old lady . Lol .

After that bi went Converse* bought a new pair of shoes . Walk here & there before th movie started. & It started raining ._. Lol. Backed to Cineleisure soon ! Then wait for about half & hour . Then later about 15 mins before th show, bi take th ticket out . I look at th ticket, it written Level 4. & We were @ th level 6. -.- Bi didnt check properly. Lucky i did, if nt paiseh ! :x

& Then we went down to Level 4. Wah, lot of people is watching it. Lucky we bought th ticket ealier . If not there might be no sits . Went in , a couple taken our seats lol. I swear this movie - Avatar is fcuking nice ! Th movie quite long , started at around 1810 th movie last till around 2050 ; 161 mins .

After movie, train back to Hougang. Reach at around 2100 plus . & then home soon . Reach home @ 2200 plus . A fun & tiring day, we had . Hopefully we can have more days like this ! (:

& Below are th trailers of movie i had watch this few weeks ago. (:

Avatar : 161 mins
"Avatar" is an emotional journey of redemption and revolution. The story tells of a wounded ex-marine, who thrust unwillingly into an effort to settle and exploit an exotic planet rich in bio-diversity, and eventually crosses over to lead an indigenous race in a battle for survival. Thus, combining the elements of massive spectacle and intimate character that made James Cameron's "Titanic" the highest grossing film of all time.

Princess and the frog : 98 mins
A prince named Naveen (Bruno Campos) from the land of Maldonia is transformed into a frog by the evil scheming voodoo magician Dr. Facilier (Keith David). The frog prince asks a waitress named Tiana (Anika Noni Rose) to break the spell by kissing him. However, the kiss doesn't break the spell, but instead turns Tiana into a frog as well. Together, the two of them must reach the good voodoo priestess of the Bayou, Mama Odie (Jenifer Lewis), while befriending a trumpet-playing alligator and a hopelessly romantic firefly along the way.

Planet 51 : 90 mins
Planet 51 is a galactic sized animated alien adventure comedy revolving around American astronaut Captain Charles "Chuck" Baker, who lands on Planet 51 thinking he's the first person to step foot on it. To his surprise, he finds that this planet is inhabited by little green people who are happily living in a white picket fence world reminiscent of a cheerfully innocent 1950s America, and whose only fear is that it will be overrun by alien invaders...like Chuck! With the help of his robot companion "Rover" and his new friend Lem, Chuck must navigate his way through the dazzling, but bewildering, landscape of Planet 51 in order to escape becoming a permanent part of the Planet 51 Alien Invaders Space Museum.

The Twilight Saga - New Moon : 130 mins
Bella Swan is devastated by the abrupt departure of her vampire love, Edward Cullen, but her spirit is rekindled by her growing friendship with the irresistible Jacob Black. Suddenly she finds herself drawn into the world of the werewolves, ancestral enemies of the vampires, and finds her loyalties tested.

Planet 51 !

2009-12-15T13:38:00.002+08:00

Hello. I took a look @ my blog post . Omg ! Its so emotional. :x
Alright, no more that kind of stuff . Was under too much stress, previously.
But im fine now . Need some more time to get back to how i was in th past . (:

Things happen after one . That's maybe why im feeling breathless bahs ? I even had my blogging ways change. No more "enter" for every sentence . Just continue writing . Probably. Its looks more neater ? Haha ! I love this way of blogging too (:

Alright . Lets stop my crapping & had my blog recover back to what it exactly to be. I actually got no idea , what th hell im talking about too ! Haha ! I think after those sad & unhappy stuff ; im back to tht crazy woman again ? Haha ! Lol . But i guess its better , right ? (:

Wah , time really passes so fast . Its alr th 15th Dec . Another 3 more days to N'level result to be out . I had a bad dream about my result , i dream that i failed it . Sigh . I wonder if its a bad sign , ): Hopefully its not eh (': Dont wish to disappoint mum & dad either . S-T-R-E-S-S ! Though its too late to regret alr.

Dad's going to buy me a new bed soon ! Im so happy , haha ! Lol. Hope to have a own lappy too :x Will try to ask for it , since everywhere is having sales. haha ! :x Bi also bought a new computer , days ago . haha! quarrelled with bi , days ago too . Sigh . Hope quarrels can stop finding us. ):

I just blogging half-way & start doing other stuffs . haha ! omgomg . muz had this bad habit change yea ? :x I dont know when should i start blogging about . Lol . Alright , let blog from yesterday bahs . (: Is it fine , for all of you ? Even if its not fine , you got no choice too :x Haha ! :x

Alright . Bi came straight to my house after work, ytd. & we went out soon. Bus 161 to Causeway & went straight to Cinema , bought tickets of "Planet 51" . Actually we were watching "Princess & The Frog" ; but its like kind of funny for bi to watch Girl's cartoon ? & He once mention he wna watch Planet 51 , so we watch tht instead . (:

It was 1 hour exactly th movie start . & we had lunch / dinner @ PizzaHut . See how my bi pamper me , Haha ! Lol . Okay, then we rushed back to th cinema . Th show is funny , overall quite nice . But i was feeling damn cold inside manzxcs ! Hahs ! Lucky bi hugs me :x Lol !

& Then after movie . Took bus 161 home . Its like about 8p.m plus alr. Walk home , love walking home with bi. & He's there to be silly & make me laugh . Hahas, that's th cute side of him . ^o^ Kkay, reached home @ ard 9p.m. So after sending me home , bi went home . (: Love him ♥

Anws, i've change my blogskin & blog song . Listen to song - Track 4 . I forgotten th song name , but its nice ! Christmas song , haha ! (: Im in Christmas mood alr ^-^ Anyone same as me ? I cant wait for Christmas to be here ! ^0^ Cos i will have presents for Christmas ! Teehees :x

Cos its my 16th monthsary with bi & 1st christmas spent with bi ! ^o^ Because last year, he was unable to celebrate with me . ): Therefore he promised to give me a great christmas , this year ! Hopefully its really a great one ! & I wonder what did he have for me , this christmas ? Cause he's so secrective ! Erghhh ! Hahas ! (:

& I want a outing with friends ! Omgomg ! I missed them like siao sia . Its like so long since i last see them ! Ergh ! If you guys are free , & saw this post . Text me , text me ! Ask me out ! Alright ? If not holidays is going to be over soon ! ): Left about 2 weeks only . Damn .

I have to pack my room , & clean my room alr . Then have to prepare for school re-opening . & also for new year . You guys know what ? New year is on Valentines' day ! Damn ! But bi say he still will celebrate Valentine's with me ! Hohoho ^o^ Happy ! :D

Might be going zoo with bi soon . Chalet , not that sure . Lol . Hmm . Then will be having Nicole's Birthday party, & following day will be Christmas . Wondering if to stay over @ my aunt house ? Lol . Maybe not . Hahs ! Not used eh :x Later became panda eyes ah ! Haha ! Lol .

Alright . Enough of this craps. Have to go bath & wait for bi to come . & Go shopping ! ^o^

Please tag me can ? My tagboard seem so dead , im so sad !

Wonder if there anyone who view my blog ?

2009-12-13T17:15:00.004+08:00

"I was in a jungle , i lost in th jungle .

I cant find my way out from th jungle no matter what, someone help me ."

Jungle refers th maze in my heart . This maze is complicated , i found no where to go . I dont know how to get out of it . This maze is like a knife , stabbing me all times . I have to walk out of this maze , no matter what . If not i will keep bleeding & bleeding till i dead .

I wanted to know how can i overcome everything in this maze . Everything is hiden from me . I know th truth will hurt me , yet i still went finding for th truth & have myself getting hurt . I cried . I cried for everything that i found out myself . & I bleed once again .

I continue walking , there's a snake . A very poisonous snake . I can turn & run , but i continue walking towards it. It bites me . I bleed & cry once again . I feel th pain once again , for being dump & walking to th trap of getting hurt . & I knew there were someone behind everything tht wants to harm me.

I dont know who was it . I walk & walk . Here comes another poisonous snake . Still, i can turn & run . But i didnt , i still move forward & there goes th snake bite me again . It was so pain ,& i bleed , cry over it again . I was so dump . I could have walk away , but i didnt .

I wanted to get out of th jungle soon . But soon , th sky turns darker & darker . I was still at th same old place , turning round & round . I was so foolish . There was a way for me to get out of th maze , but i didnt want to take tht path . Th path is full of sharp edges, but if i went in , i could have be more free. But ..

I didnt . I didnt know continue turning round & round in th jungle can hurt me so much . If i would have choose th sharp edges path , i wont be bleeding so much . That i can feel no more pain , & wouldnt cry over th injuries . It was all too late . When i have th chance to walk out of th jungle , i will . But th path that could have walk out is now blocked by those trees branches .

& Now i got no where to go . I keep bleeding , & crying . Waiting for someone to help me out . I see no one . I feel so helpless . Very helpless . I once thought , everything will goes well if i done my best , give in all . But i was wronged . Instead of going well , i hurt even more . & That how dumb i am .

Now , i found another path of road . This road is even sharper than th previous path . ~~But i didnt care anymore , i've to give it a try . If not , i will still keep bleed & tears over th pain .~~

Im trying to express , how pain i am now . Indeed , very pain . Its so hurting till , i cnt breathe.
Its so painful , that i wanted to end this pain . Yet, i got no solution .
I dont know how many of you who read what i wrote above , can feel th pain i'm having .
Cos th pain is couldnt be describe. Its like 100 poisonous snake all biting you .
No one will ever feel this way .

[ EDITED : 14th Dec'09 on 14:05 ]

I didnt . I didnt give it a try . I stood still, wondering what can i do. Yet i dont know what exactly should i do . Im hurting & still bleeding . I thought i've get used to th pain . But i didnt .

I can still feel th pain . Th pain is still there . No one know that its there . I want to know how can i move on . But im worried that if i continue moving on ,i'll be hurt again . Yet, i've no more choices .

Or maybe i've , but i didnt want to take th other choices . I stood still there . & Started wondering what should i do . Should i move on , or should i turn back to th path that will bring me out & give me freedom ?

If i could have a super power, how good will it be...

[ / EDITED : 14th Dec'09 @ 14:12 ]

" I cry when i was hurt for th first few time , but slowly i get used to th pain . "

Left unsaid.

2009-12-12T20:16:00.002+08:00

" Sometime its better to leave thing unsaid.
Because things you said might hurt people, which you dont even know tht you hurt him/her.
Or it might bring more problems to th whole problem, so lets endure."

I once thought saying out what you feel might help. But now, i guess not. It might bring you to further problems, or hurt th other party. I've changed , as in from my view. I know i've changed in alot of ways. ):
I doesnt want things to be like this. But seems like it can be controlled. ):

I find it so hard to search back th old me . Ranting in my private blog, doesnt help . Cos i find it meaningless , unless its really a big secret or something ! Im useless . I find no solution to my troubles . I only know how to run away from th troubles . Sigh ):

I know in everyone eyes , im happy . Nothing to worry about , nothing will be in my mind ! But im not . What you guys saw is just th outside of me . But inside of me , im holding on to all th fear, pain, & sadness . Not to let anyone saw th fear, pain & sadness in me . Its so hard , yet i've learned how to . It took me a long time to do it . ):

I changed to more bad attitude to bi. I became even mean to bi. I became a control freak to bi. I dont want ! I really doesnt want it to be like this ! Yet, i find no solution , i cant have all this controlled . Its like i doesnt want to do this , yet th other me was forcing me to do this . I know it sound exaggerating , but its true . ):

I do things , i doesnt like . I do things, to please people around me . I feel more & more insecure , day by day . I dont for what fcuk did i feel that way when no one around me is leaving me . I dont know what th fcuk has happen to me ; that turn me to exactly someone else . Probably no one see th other me , maybe only bi & i see th other me .

I hope things could change back to th past. I really wished it will. Sigh . Cos its suffering to me & to bi. He will be hurt by me whenever th other me came controlled me . ): Its not split personality ! Lol . Just tht , aiyah i dont know how to put it in words . ):

I feel so tired, no more energy to fight myself ; & to get back to th past. ):
Could anyone tell me what exactly happen ):

Do you know ?

2009-12-11T21:47:00.002+08:00

Feeling down . Not in th mood . Bad mood .
Emotional couldnt be controlled well, at all .
Im so speechless, sometime. Im feeling so fcuking bad mood !
My temper is getting worst ; someone help me ?

"Balloon is in th hand. But i accidentally , let it flew off from my hand."
"People around me envy about me. Yet im envy others with what i've alr."

Ihatebeinglikethis.

Butwhydidyoualwayhavemywordin&out.

Youarethonewhocausesmetobeupset.

idontknowwhatmorecouldisaytoyou.

thisloveislikegettingworst,gettingoutofhand.

ihavemyselfholdontillnow.

isittimeformetohaveitletgo?

Three Dad , One Mom .

2009-12-10T22:05:00.003+08:00

Storyline :
Song Na Young and her husband, Jung Sung Min, desperately want a child.
But her husband is unable to get her pregnant. Her husband's friends decide to help them.
But Na Young suddenly loses her husband in an accident and she gives birth to her daughter.
But does not know which of her husband's friends fathered her child.
The father of Na Young's child can either be Han Soo Hyun, Choi Kwang Hee, or Hwang Kyung Tae.

Song Na Young

Han Soo Hyun

Choi Kwang Hee

Hwang Kyung Tae

Is That Love By Joo.

This song is meaningful to me. I find th music nice. & th lyrics is meaningful too.
But i doesnt know what its song name is . & who sang it.
Cant find th song either. Sigh. ):

dang sin eun sa lang bad ki wi hae tae eo nan sa lam
你知道吗你是因上帝的爱而诞生
dang sin eui sarm sog e seo keu sa lang bad ko iss ji yo
在你的生命中，你已接受他的爱

dang sin eun sa lang bad ki wi hae tae eo nan sa lam
你知道吗你是因上帝的爱而诞生
dang sin eui sarm sog e seo keu sa lang bad ko iss ji yo
在你的生命中，你已接受他的爱

tae cho bu teo si jan doen ha na nim eui sa lang eun
在万物被创造的那一刻起上帝的爱就已存在
u li eui man nam eur tong hae yeor mae leur maej go
随著我们友谊的成熟

dang sin i i se sang e jon jae ham eu lo in hae
因为你在地球上的存在
u li e gen eor ma na keun gi bbeum i doe neun ji
我们共度了快乐的时光

dang sin eun sa lang bad gi wi hae tae eo nan sa lam
你是因为上帝的爱而诞生
ji keum do geu sa lang bad go iss ji yo
尽管现在你已经得到了他伟大的爱

dang sin eun sa lang bad gi wi hae tae eo nan sa lam
你是因为上帝的爱而诞生
ji keum do geu sa lang bad go iss ji yo
尽管现在你已经得到了他伟大的爱

Goodbye for now.(?)

Angel from heaven.(?)

I bought this show like 2 days ago. This drama has alot of funny scene!
& Th baby of this drama is cuteeeeee too !
When thy have th baby kicking in th mummy stomach, & when th baby is born out ;
You can feel th joy too , haha!

Anyway for th song that i've put (?) behind th song name ;
It represent that im not sure th song name is correct. :/
Th baby is real cute, if you dont believe watch th video name under - Angel from heaven.
Im like so crazy over this show, haha! :D

When you're bored, go watch this drama. Cos its only 16 episode.
Alright, i think i should have stop here too . Haha ! Enough of all this craps.
Will be watching this drama, after thy finished th police drama. (:

Alway in my heart.

2009-12-09T19:00:00.002+08:00

It was a pleasant day like alway. Accidentally view you in FS.
Having you added me @ FS. Commented. MSN. Text. Chat on phone.
It might be fate which brought us together, to be as one.
Having you was th greatest & saddest thing , i ever have.

25th August'08 @ 00:12 . You & I became one.
I thought it was just a puppy love like th past r/s i once have.
But never did i thought that it wasnt at all. I bet this as true love.?
We quarrel for long , & could say 1 mth ; we've over 1/3 of th mth , quarrelling.
But never did i thought again, we can walk till now.

One year, three months & two weeks ; Four hundred & Seventy One days.
Been to lots of places. Having our love & memories left @ those places.
& Having our tears, quarrels left @ all those places too . (':
AMK Hub, PlazaSing - th first place where we went to

Have our first movie @ AMK Hub, thanks to Eileen. Scary movie somemore.
Second date was really easy. Followed by more & more dating.
& Now we met almost 5 days per week, or even more.
Caught countless of movies. & having countless of money spent on me.

We love, care, worry, jealous, angry, happy, sad for one another.
Having all this emotions tends to lead us to quarrels.
Misunderstanding, lack of trust is th main cause of our quarrels. ):
Having quarrel for days. Shouted & tear for one another, is what we dont like.
Yet when we quarrel, we cnt controlled our temper.

Having th other party ; sad, angry & disappointed.
Quarrelling in th public. & crying in th public.
Each quarrel, each tears, each happiness, each laughter,
Its all marked down in my heart , deeply. (':

Because there were you. My life turn bright & turn dark.
Because there were you. My emotionals get controlled by you.
Because there were you. My life became more & more interesting.
Because there were you to bring me fun & joy.

With you around. I never fail to laugh, & cry.
With you around, im alway being pamper like a princess.
With you around, im being protected from people who harm me.
With you around, i never fail to feel th love & care from you.

Having you protect me , holding on to me.
In th crowd, having you holding on to me ; & bring me out of th crowd.
On th bus, be in your arms; letting me to rest & give me warmth.
In a crowded MRT, holding on to me tightly, not to let me fall or being pushed by ppl.

All this lil actions , melts my heart.
Like what you say. In all your ex-girlfr. You dote me th most.
& also spending lot of money on me. Hahs! :x
I believe that its true. Hah, you say im different from all your ex.

& You say in all your ex, im th girlfr. you most afraid of. :x
Reason being :
Unreasonable. Dare to bite & beat you. Anyhow angry @ you. & control you.
Haha ! & Say that im th good girlfr too ^-^v Teehees, ofcos i am loh :p

Sometime you're cute & funny. Sometime you're irritating :x
Another 16 more days is our 16th Monthsary. & its also christmas.
I remember you told me last few days :
"I want to let you have a memorable christmas this yr."

Cause last year, Christmas wasnt a good one.
Though this year Christmas you cnt celebrate on th day with me.
But i know you'll make up for it , right ? (:

Thanks baby. Thanks fr loving me. Thanks fr caring me.
Thanks fr pampering me that much.
Thanks fr letting me be in happiness for all times.
Thanks fr everything you once done for me . Really thankful. (:

25th August'08 ; 00:12 . I believe this love will last forever.
& Having you beside me will be th blessful things for me.

Let this love start with a kiss, & never end it with tears.

Let seal this love & have this love going on , with that special kiss.

Let me be in your arms alway, with that special kiss.

Let me be your lil princess & lil baby , with that special kiss.

Let me be your one & only till forever, with that special kiss.

You're now deeply engrave in my heart.

I will have all our memories, being kept in heart.

For everything we've done, i could remember ;

Because all this memories is alway in my heart.

Six Hundred & Fourty-Nineth Post ! ^-^

2009-12-09T18:31:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. Im back here to blog once again.
Feeling very frustrated when mum's back. Sigh. Cnt stop nagging fr 1day.
Lol. Whatever. Used to it . Though she like to nag, she still not tht irritating :x
Haha ! At least, sometime she's caring & loving & cute ? Haha ! Lol.

Wondering if my dad/mum will be looking @ my blog ? Lol.
Cause thy do read my blog. Once thought of having my blog locked up.
But too troublesome. Got to login & logout to just come my blog. Hahs! So didnt.
I got nothing to hide from them either, so dont bother so much too ! Teehees! :x

Recently, i was bored; & i went back to Friendster. Wah, change quite alot.
Might be using it back ? Or maybe not ? Hahs! I know im being stupid.
Alright. At least i've a good news, since yesterday ! Hohoho ! ^-^

Remember that i mention that old b!tch @ my previous post?
She back out. She deleted our Facebook comment, & remove us from her friend list.
Dont know what she thinking also, hahs! Immature eh! Lol!

Hmm. Past few days was really tough fr me & bi.
We have been quarrelling since 1st dec. Sigh. But thanks god, we're alright now.
Didnt took photo with bi recently, cos we've been quarrelling. Lol.
Will take photo real soon , so please stay tuned alright (:

Finished th Cruel Temptation alr. Now watching another korean show.
Recently like addicted to Korean show , Lol.
Th show is 3 daddy with 1 mummy ! Quite funny, you'll can go try watching also.

Bi's working today. Wont be coming. Met him ytd.(:
Went compass with mum, then bi came find me . Left mum, & bus 161.
Then we were playing @ th bus stop wahlau, like small kid sia :x
argh, whatever. hahs! lol. after tht , bused. We chat & laugh. Haha!

Kkay, Reach woodland. & we bus 961.
Intend to take this bus & alight @ Shaw Tower there.
But end up we alight @ Kallang MRT Station -.- What th. Hahas! Last stop , some more.
Kkay, so we took bus 80 from there to hougang. Went mall.

Went arcade. & then we play th gun game! ^-^v
Alway lose to bi ! Darn ! Cause he's aiming more good ! Ergh.
Bought fries & bubbletea, bus 325 home ! (:
Bi offer to take bus home der, so tht we can spent th time longer.
& Then home soon! & bi home too! :D

Alright , shall stop here than . Remember to leave a tag alright :D

War is going on.

2009-12-06T17:09:00.003+08:00

Because i love you. I trust you. & because i love you. I believe you.

Hello all ! Its like gng a week since i update my blog eh ?
My baby is working , poor him . Need to earn money & feed me :/
Well, that what he told me ! Hahas ! Im he's precious ^^

Okay, whatever. Haha! I guess you people also doesnt want to know this. :x
I purposely wanna show off to someone ! Well, she's a b!tch.
Worst still a malaysia b!tch. Ppl from plurk should know who is she.
& Some of my friend might also know who th hell she is. (:

I really cant stand her man! She's way so confident.!
Too thick skinned. Haha! Its a lao zhar bor, anws! Haha!
I think i did mention her once, but i think i deleted th post.
Bcos i respect her as th elders, cos she's 9 yrs older than me, *i think.

But too bad, she's being too much alr for now!
& so i wont respect or tolerate her anymore from now.
I think i did plurk her name ,so go search fr it or something.
I dont know what word could actually describe her manzxcs!

Alright, thing goes like this .
She came adding my boyfr. on th Facebook.
Th first time, I rejected th friend request. Baby know too.
Whatever i do to my baby's thing, i will tell him for sure.

Kkay, so i tot everything was gna be alright.
I saw th request. I get pissed off.
I mail her, since she's not online.
" Hello ! Im very angry with you , right now.
Real angry. You ask jianzhi not to contact you anymore.
Yet , what th hell did you do ? You went adding him in facebook .
What do you want ? Huh !!!!!"

That was what i told her.
She was th one asking my baby nt to contact her since thy break.
& Now ? She came adding baby. That make me so pissed off.
Its not like baby still pestering her or something.

That was likes yrs, or mths ago.
& You know what th fcuk did she reply?
I was very pissed off when i saw her replies.

" 1st - U angry, angry lor. suka suka come & scold me, suka suka come & appologize, who e hell u tot u are?!!!!
2nd - I like to add him ma add him lor...
3rd - u like 2 control ppl then tht is ur own problem. Pls dun come & control me tt wat shu i do & wat is shouldnt! I'm not jz, pls dun come and control me, selfish de controller!!!!
4th - You ask me wat i wan then i tell you, see carefully, I WANT HIM BACK!
5th - My temper reach till the max! I respect u so i delete his number, msn, mail, everything, then wth u did to me?!
6th - I tell you wat, if i ask him to leave you, of course he will, but i didnt!
7th - If you keep disturb me, then i'll make it... You can try and see! "

& So i replied her mail . It was like on th 30th Nov.
But now here i am to reply agn.

Firstly,
i didnt scold her fr nothing & i dont apologise fr nothing.
She was th one who kip pester baby, so i say her. Not scold.!
& Th first time we chat. She was th one who scolded me , when i talk nicely.

Secondly,
Yes, she like to add baby. That's her prob.
When th second time she add, baby was th one who ask me reject.

Thirdly,
Im a controller? What th hell is that? Haha!
So what if i am one ? You cnt do anything also.
& Jianzhi doesnt even complain about it .
Then who're you to say this ?

Fourtly,
You want him back ? Then do you think he will go back?
Kkay, now i tell you. Take him, if you've th ability.
If he goes back to you, i wont even tear for it !

Fifth,
Your anger reach th max. Oh, so do i.
Well, you didnt respect me at all. I did nth to you at all.
Dont say like as if i went round spreading your rumours or smth.
Dont assume me doing things that i never.

Sixth,
Oh. If you ask him to leave me , he will ?
Omg. Who do you think you're to ask him to leave you.
& To listen to you. & so sure that he will.
If you've th ability like i say, then go ahead.
You dont have to warned me. Or you're just trying to scare me ?

& Last but not least,
For th godness sake. When did i went disturbing you.!
Hah! You really like to assume me doing thing tht i never.
Dont threatened me. Im not afraid at all, aunty.
Try & See ? Alright, i dare you than . Go ahead & do whatever you want.

You've seen th mail. Can see how confident she is ?
& Yesterday. She added baby again. Baby was pissed off.
So we accepted her Friend request. & comment on her wall.
Baby wrote :" what th fuck why keep adding me"

You know what happen ? She thought i was th one who wrote that.
& She told me :
"Why cant i. you dont want me to add him, then delete he's acc. Ask jianzhi to call me & tell me not to disturb him anymore then i will believe. I only listen to him not you."

Wtf right !? Then baby ask me to reply :
"Ok, you give me your no. or you call me , i tell you."
This aunty, really dont know what she thinking sia.
Alr 25 liao, still wna snatch with a 16yrs old girl.

Well, now what we can do is wait for her call.
Baby alr say dont like her , still want pester baby.
Cant stand it sia ! Haha!
Knife alr in her heart, still want baby to stab in deeper. -.-

Immature aunty. Haha! Worst still , baby is cute.
Baby ytd ask me , so how's th war between me & her.
& Then baby say :" Laopo i will support you, so here i go. Laopo jiayou!"
Haha ! Funny right him ? Hahas!

Alright, enough of that aunty. Lol!
& Im sneezing right now. Think baby is missing me!
Okay, im gng to stop here & go prepare for my uncle's wedding! (:

I will re-update this tmrw again! (:
Goodbye! Tag me yea (:

[ EDITED ]

Okay, hello. As promised , im here to re-update this blog. (:
& Im feeling so bored right now ! Hmm, where did i stop ytd ?
Let me re-cap yea . (: Oh, i stop @ th old aunty there.

Kkay, im not gng to blog about her anymore.
Dont feel like wasting my time. Cos its like. Haha!
We're now waiting for her reply @ Facebook / call us !
If not we cant do anything also , wonder if she did saw th comment.

Alright , its been week since i last update .
Did nothing recently, hahs! Arcade, shopping, home ,tv.
& now recently dealing with th old aunty. -.-
Dont know what th hell she want, tht make me & baby pissed off.

Baby is not coming today, cos he got lesson!
& He's looking for my Christmas present after he's lesson! :x
He promised to come early tmrw, & bring me something tmrw.
I wonder what th hell is that , Haha ! O.O

Hmm. Went for wedding dinner last night.
Wah, i think th wedding dinner is th longest ever.!
Lol! Quite boring , but overall still okay lah. Lmao.

& Then i was like stoning down there, hahs!
Cause i was like imagining my wedding too , thinking how will it be.
Kkay, whatever. Th wedding is @ Expo. Lol. !
Th Bride & Groom wedding photo is nice , but no feeling .

I dont know how to describe what does my no feeling means!
Just tht th photo, dont have feeling inbetween . Lol. Ok, im not profession.
Hmm , then home at 11. Th longest dinner ever. Hahs!
& reached home almost 12 sia ! What th .

Not awhile went to sleep alr. (: Too tired liao.
& I wake up at 1p.m sharp.! Wah, i guess im too tired alr . :p
Have my lunch cum breakfast, & then now online , blogging ! :D

I guess i shall stop here too ! I think my post is long enough! (:
Please tag me , alright ? Im still wondering should i change blog skin ?

[ / EDITED ]

Breakfast ! :D

2009-11-29T22:20:00.002+08:00

Hello earthling. Back to update my blog again.
Seriously , i feel like closing my eyes & sleep alr. But still i'll update.
I took pictures. But wont be uploading it today, soon (i guess) ? (:
This few days was really very tired. Didnt get to sleep well enough @ night.

I've been chasing fr th show "Temptation of wife".
Watch from morning till afternoon. & then night till midnight ! :/
I know its bad fr health to keep stay up late . But no choice, crazy over th show.
Th show is ending real soon ! Im at Episode 105 now , i think ? 24 more to go.

Im like a mad woman , i think ! haha ! lol.
When its in those interesting part, i hate people ask me what happen in th first place.
Its like how am i going to explain , lol . im so far behind liao. got alot to explain man!
But sometime i love telling people, okay - got to say muz see my mood how first ! hah!

Okay, enough of this craps.! Get into th real topic than!
Slept @ around 3a.m plus last night, wake up @ ard 7a.m plus.
Cause got to go breakfast with family, its a promised ! Cant break promise.
Which mean i only have a 4 hour sleep ! WhatThHell. ? haha ! lol .

That's why im feeling so sleepy right now.
Went Serangoon Garden there have kuey chap. not bad.
& then home soon! lol. Changed, & went back to th drama ! :x
After th drama went bath. Bi coming mahs . lol . Bathed, & prepare.

Went out next. Bused 147 to Bugis. Have lunch there.
Went walking around. lol. & trained down to woodland. lol.
After tht bused 161 home. Slack around. & then went buy ice-cream.
Walked home soon. Reached home, rest in my room. & went bath then eat.

Online. Edit photo. Blog. Plurk. Tagged. Facebook. Msn.
& then now going to sleep alr. Hahas! Lol.! I know im retarded.
Im just feeling sleepy, plus i accidentally knock till thing, my leg is pain like hell.
One patch blue black. Simon ask me go see doctor. haha! crazy sia him ! :x

Alright, got to stop here. Will update soon ,again.
Please remember to tag, alright ! :D
Shall continue th drama, i want to know what happen next!

Back to blogger ! :D

2009-11-27T13:04:00.004+08:00

Hello peepos ! I apologised fr not updating fr th past four days !
Its another four days since i last update my blog. Lol !
I realised its alway four days since i last blog, haha ! Coincidence ?
Now i've th urge to update, that's why im here yea ? Lmao !

Im now not in a very good mood. Dont feel like mentioning why.
I guess my menses are coming soon , lol. Its always like this.
Mood swing @ th end of th month, standard . :x But i dont like. Sigh.
Cause my mood swing, bibi will met troubles . Haha, troubles i gave him. :x

Sigh what to do ley ? I wont talk to him lohs, or try to control my mood.
Well, i have to . If not going to quarrel with him fr days/weeks ! :x
But sometime , I just cant . Cos he will add oil to th fire ! Erghhhh~
Alright, enough of all craps. Lets start blogging from 25th ? I cnt rmbr 24th . Lol.

25th November '09 ; Wednesday .

It wasnt a great start in th morning. But things goes smoothly soon .
Went out to PlazaSingapura . Walk around , time passes very fast .
Have our dinner soon @ Pasta Mania , & continue to walk awhile .

After dinner, & enough of walking. Trained down to CityHall.

Walked to Victoria Concert Hall for our school band concert.
& th concert started. then it ended soon. lmao. haha!
kkay, then strolling for awhile. & then went to take bus , th bus is damn slow.

So we changed to take Bus100 to Serangoon. & Bus 101 home.

Reached home almost 12a.m ? Lol. But happy, lol ! ^-^
Bibi sent me home, walked me home . Talking to bibi also. ♥
& He went home soon.

26th November '09 ; Thursday .

Went to Cineleisure to have our movie.
Was to watch Christmas Carol, but New Moon is out .
Watch New Moon instead . Alright, th ending of th movie totally sucks?

Th movie last for quite long. Kkay, then walked around.

& trained back to Hougang. Had dinner there . Lol .
Then bus 27 home. Reach home around 9p.m plus .
This few day i've been gng home quite late , hahs! dontknow why either.

Another week is gng to end just like this. Day by day has just pass .

Time really pass so fast. Wonder why is it so either .
Like as if im doing alot of thing in a day & time passes so fast.
Almost everyday went out, then home. & then tv-ed ! Lol.

Used to th life tht i've now ! Lmao !

Though th routine is about th same, but still im enjoying.
Not as if its no life . Haha ! At least everyday, things happen differently.
Life is short, no one know what happen in th next min ; so lets enjoy.

Enough of all craps. Continue tagging alright. (:

妻子的诱惑 (Temptation of Wife)

2009-11-23T14:08:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone that is reading my blog , right now.
Im so sorry for not updating for th past four days.
I wasnt online for all times . :x
Now addicted to th show : " 妻子的诱惑 (Temptation of Wife)"
Its really a great show. I almost tear when i see how pity th wife is .

& Im watching it all day long.
Can even forget about sitting infront of my comp.
Haha . I've watch this show since last Friday.!
& Now just three days , i've finish 28 episode ! Good, more to go.

Its a total of 129 episode. Dont know when can finish! :/
Hopefully soon. I can be so angry & sad for this show man !
What th hell. Haha ! & I totally can understand how th girl feel loh.
Sigh, she's a poor thing man ! Kna cheat by her husband & best fr ! -'-

Im damn angry with her husband & etc. Sigh !
Yet she can still endure everything , & not divorce with her husband.
But in th end still divorce cos of some misunderstanding. Sigh.
Poor her . This show is really best reccommended.
Cause i dont really watch long live korean drama . haha ! xp This is th first.

& Th song is nice. Th main theme. Th video blog below is th song.
After i've finish this show, wonder what show should i watch.
Hopefully by th time i watch finish this show, Show's show is out. ! :x
Okay, im bored. Im so curious about next espisode .! :p

But sister is now watching " Fu Qi An Kang." haha! xp
& Then im going to watch after she finish watching. ^^
She also like me liao, all day watching drama , haha !

Went to Expo , Cineleisure, Plazasing, & HougangMall on th Saturday.
Bibi brought me here & there ! xD Fun eh ! ^^
Love going out with bibi, without him is so sian :x
He's like a part of my family now, hopefully till forever. :D

Went to Granny's house on sunday.
Had dinner at her house. Then back to Green. & Home soon !
Went to bed early, haha ! Cause sister watching her drama.
I nothing to do, so went to sleep instead. Teehees! xD

Will be going to Wedding Dinner on th 5th December.
Then 4 days later, will be going Zoo with cliques.
I wonder who's confirm going ? (Tag me please/ text me)
& Then will be having Nicole bday BBQ.

Events are all over.
Then will be Christmas, cos Nicole bday is on th christmas eve.
Im so looking forward to it , as i mention why before.
16th Monthsary & Christmas, ahhhhhh. Looking forward.!

Hopefully everything will go well.
If not im going to be so upset to death ! :/
Hope tht things will be going well that month! ^^v
Pray real hard !

& Woah its alr th 23rd Nov. Time really passes so fast.
Dont you guys think so ? Haha ! Lol.
Another 2 more days will be bibi & my ,15th monthsary ♥
Will be going to Band concert. Special right ? My school de band somemore! :x

I wonder what bibi is going to give me . O.O?
Hopefully something tht surprise me, yea ? haha ! :x
I didnt know what to get bibi either, shall think of it soon! xp
Alright, i shall stop here alr. Im like a old woman repeating th same old thing.

Remember to leave a tag before you leave, alright ? (:

妻子的誘惑 .

2009-11-19T13:55:00.004+08:00

Hello Earthling ! :D
Im back once again, im recover.
Thanks fr th concern, past few day (:

Just currently still have sore throat.
Hope will recover real soon,
cause its real pain.!

Oh, anw Happy Birthday to my aunt.
Its her bday today ! Haha ~ ^^
Hope she enojy her day with her friends.! xD

Alright, went out with bi yesterday.
Went to Orchard Cineleisure.
& went straight to buy movie ticket. ^^
Bought tickets of "My girlfr. is a agent."

I swear this movie is nice & funny eh. (:
After that walked to PlazaSing. Shop around.
Bought nothing. Dont have anything to buy in mind.
Wanted to trained to Hougang. But missed th stop.! :/

Instead of Hougang, trained to Sengkang.
& Had our dinner . Didnt eat much, cos throat pain.
Then walk walk. Bus 161 home.

Like i say, i love walking home with Bi. ♥
Because its always that sweet ! ^^
He will alway hold my hand, so tightly.

Today is alr th 19th .
Another 6 more days, ♥
I'll wait, & i'll wait for another month!
This love will go on & on.

That day he texted me :
"I ZhuoJianzhi will love you to the end of my life."
Omgomg ! Aint he sweet enough! ♥ (':

He told me, he will love me forever.
& Never to love anyone else.! (':
Bibi, thankyou. ♥

Alright, dont want too mishy mushy here.
Goosebump! Haha ! Lol.
Im so looking for th show - 妻子的誘惑 tnight.
I watch th preview, & its like so nice!

If i cnt resist th temptation.
I will go buy th show ! ^^

Okay, take a look alright.
Th song is also nice ! :D

2009-11-17T12:31:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
Im feeling so terrible now.
I want to recover ,soon ! ):

Cos i want to go shopping with bibi.
I want get out of this house,
everyday @ home is so bored manzxs ! ):

But my fever doesnt seems to be recovering ?
Th temperature went up & down, up & down.
That day was 38.5, then yesterday 38.9 , later a bit 39.3;
then this morning 38. What th hell. -.-

Sore throat also, sigh.
I want to recover soon! Please ! T-T

2009-11-16T16:48:00.002+08:00

Im bored. & I took this quiz from Eileen's blog. ^^

Think back six months ago , were you single ?
- Nope. Im not.

What do you carry with you at all times ?
- My phone. Lol.

When you say you don't care , do you mean it ?
- Depends on when i use it.

How are you feeling ?
- Sick, tired.

Is something wrong right now ?
- I dont think so ?

Are you mad at someone ?
- Hmm. No.

What's on your mind ?
- Bibi.

Are you jealous of someone right now ?
- No.

Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig ?
- Nope :x

Do you want to start over with anyone ?
- Hmm. Yes. *Secret.*

Do you know if anyone likes you ?
- Yes. Lol.

Are you good at hiding your feelings ?
- Depends.

What are you supposed to be doing right now ?
- Sleeping / bathing ?

True love or 1 billion bucks ?
- True love.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes ?
- Yes? Bibi loh. haha!

Anything you would change about your life right now ?
- Hmm, cnt think of one now.

You have to get a tattoo , where and what do you get ?
- Hmm. Idk ?

Could you cry right now ?
- For what ? Lol.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying ?
- Yeap. Depend on what stuff.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking ?
- idk. lol.

Are you okay with the life you live ?
- Hmm , 50-50 ?

Last person you told a secret to
- No one ?

Do you like hugs ?
- Yes ! ^^

Do you believe true love can conquer anything ?
- Yes!

When was the last time you cried ?
- Cnt rmbr. ?

How much money did you spend today ?
- $0. haha.

What are you sitting on right now ?
- chair . lol.

Who's the last person you IM'd ?
- Hmm. Chunghong.

What's something you really want right now, be honest .
- To recover from sick.

How do you feel about your hair right now ?
- Messy.

What did you do yesterday ?
- Sleep .

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret ?
- Depend how big th secret is ?

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them ?
- Yes, ofcos ! :D

When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't ?
- Forgotten . Lol.

Is someone on your mind right now ?
- Yes.

Whose birthday is coming up ?
- Xiaoyi. (:

Were you happy when you woke up ?
- Nope. Cause i was sick.

What is one emotion you are feeling right now ?
- ^^

What's the last thing you ate ?
- Fish soup.

Are you easy to get along with ?
- Hmm, Depend ?

Ever cheated on someone ?
- Hmm, Who dont ?

Who is the last person to send you a text ?
- bibi loh. haah! :D

What are you currently listening to ?
- Not listening to anything.

Feeling better.

2009-11-15T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone , who's at my blog now. (:
Im sorry for not updating again. :/
Was not in th mood, & also not feeling well.

Hmm, was out with bibi this few days.
Supposingly should be watching movie, tmrw.
But i'm sick - fever . Sigh.

Hopefully i can get well soon by tonight.
Cause i dont want to stay at home. )':
Worst still, my dad is not working for 2days.
Tmrw & Tuesday. Sigh.

If he's at home, i cnt sneak out! Lol.
Well, lucky im feeling more better right now. (:
I want to watch movie with bibi,
cos its been long since we watch movie.?

I've been going to arcade, this few day.
Addicted to th gun games, & street fighter.!
Boyboy is here @ my house , cheering me up everyday.
But he's going home , tonight ! ):

Today is th 15th Nov.
Which mean 10 more days to me & bibi 15th monthsary ! ^^
Haha, after our 15th monthsary will be our 16th monthsary.! ♥
& It will be falling on Christmas, really so looking foward to it!

Alright, shall stop here than. (:
Tag me, alright ? Thanks yea! ^^

Living in pain.

2009-11-13T10:14:00.004+08:00

Firstly,

Happy Birthday Daddy ♥
Today is my dad's birthday, yet he wont be home. ):
He's going to sentosa , for he's company thing.
& He will be overnight @ Sentosa's Hotel.

Celebrated he's birthday last night. (:
& Boyboy came over to our house last night too.
He might be going home, on th sunday ?

Alright.
Was in th room from 9p.m plus till this morning.
I didnt get to sleep at all.
Cant get to sleep, feeling terrible. ):

Sigh.
Lucky, Simon was there to accompany me.
Thanks yea ! If not im bored to death.

Until this morning,
went to Hougang Green to have breakfast with mum & boyboy.
Had Wanton Mee. Quite yummy. (:
Then to Shop & Save, shop for dinner's !

& Back home. Came online. (:
Shall update in th evening / tmrw ! ^^v
Cause im going out with bibi later on ? (:
& Now, im going to take a nap before i prepare to go out!

Living in th pain.

I hate living in th pain.

I hope i can walk out of th pain, soon! )':

Update .

2009-11-11T15:19:00.003+08:00

Hello earthling & anyone who's reading my blog now. (:
Im bored. & I didnt update for days.
& Here i am to update. Haha! Sorry about not updating.

Actually i got nothing much to update either.
But still will pour out everything that i could still rmbr. (:
Currently downloading games from Mobile9. (:

Alright, i still haven found a job yet. Omg!
Will work harder to find jobs ! :D
But was out almost everyday with bibi.

Went Amk Hub, CausewayPoint, Tampinese, HougangMall, CompassPoint.
I think this are th place we go this last week ? Lol.
Alright, wonder where will we be going on Friday. Lol.

Go till we've no place to go.
Should be watching movie on next tuesday ?
I dont know, lol. See how's th day.

Today is alr th 11th Nov.
Which mean 14 more days to our 15th mth. ♥
We will be going to our school band concert. Lol.
Cause it falls on 25th Nov & give a support to our school band.

After our 15th monthsary,
Then our next anniversary will be on 25th Dec.!
Im so looking forward to it !
Cause it fall on th Christmas , Bibi say he's alr prepare with my gift!

I wonder what gift will it be. Haha!
Hopefully a great one ! ^^
& Then slowly it will be January, Febuary, March.
Time just passes like this. Hahs.!

& Days with him will be longer & longer.
Soon, it will be th day we married :x
Haha, He told me - We'll marry on th 2012 !

Which mean 2 yrs & 1mth plus ! ^^
By that time im alr 19 years old, & he will be 22 years old.
Woah, we're really old by that time . Omg! O.O
Laugh my ass out ! Unbelievable.

Ohkay, maybe i've think too far. Lol.
Who know if we could last till that long.
But hopefully , we can ^^

Alright, i shall stop here.!
Continue to tag me alright. ^^

Loser ! xD

2009-11-09T14:12:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone !
I know your blog, has been tag by "xuannie" .
But fyi, "xuannie" wasnt me .

Not only your blog has been tag.
Alot of people's blog has been tag by "xuannie".
This person, "xuannie" english fail.
Tht's why no one could really get what she/he mean.

She/he went tagging people :
"pls take note this girl no originality she go round copy people"
& its all almost on th same date & around th same time.
All is during 8th November'09 @ ard 4a.m plus in th morning.

At first,
i thought "xuannie" was trying to say th blog owner - no originality.
But thanks to "-" , i finally understood what's "xuannie" trying to say.

She/he was trying to say that, i got no originality.
Asking you all to beware of me.
But because of her/his broken english, you & i misunderstood.

What she/he is trying to say is :
"pls take note this girl, xuannie has no originality. she go round copy people."
*words in red, is i added fr her.*
Lol. When did i go round copy people ? & From where i copy them ?
Aint tht "xuannie" so stupid ? Lol. -.-

Hello F-A-K-E xuannie ,
I knowyou'll for sure, came by my blog.
Because you wanted to see a "great" show, isnt it ?
Looking @ how people scold me , right ? Haha !

Haha, stop your stupid idea.
Cause everyone know you're trying to seek attention.
If you really want to tag them ; Dont let them misunderstood.

Tag with proper english, please. Dumbo! ^^v
& If you got proof saying i copy people ,then i also cnt do anything.
Cause for my case, i know i didnt go round copy people.
Copy them ? Copy what ? Lol. -.-

Copy how thy dress ? Copy how thy look ?
Copy how thy blog ? Copy how thy design their blog ?
Copy what hairstyle thy have ? Copy what phone thy used ?
Copy what song thy put in their blog ?
Speak clearly, Tag properly. What did i copy ?! -.-

If you dont have any proof.
Dont go round tagging those stupid things.
Dont make yourself a fool, can ? Pity you sia.

Or maybe you're just trying to go round people's blog ;
To show off how good , your broken english is ?
Why go round tagging people in th midnight - 4a.m ?
Wasting your sleeping time, just to ask them beware of me ?

I think maybe you're jealous of my life. ^^v
Omgomg ! Why is it so ? Haha ! Dont be envy alright ! ^^v
You can have a great life, too ! But too bad, you cnt now.
Cause you're now busy going round to ask people beware of me.!

Why dont you have something better to do ? Sigh.
I know its holiday now, and you're free.
Do you have a job ? I doubt so. Cause you're free. Lol.
If you dont have a job, then get yourself a job.
Or rathet get something better to do.

Please stop your childish act.
I wont go round checking who's you.
Because im not as free, as you are .

For me, i dont think you can beat me down.
Cause i think that you're a :
L-O-S-E-R ! ^^v

If you're not happy with me,

leave down your own name & link.

Dont hide behind th computer screen , loser.

Strong .

2009-11-07T12:04:00.010+08:00

Im sick. Im not well. Im feeling moodless.
Please give me sometime , to recover.

I need really alot of time.
Im falling soon. Im feeling so ...
I dont know how to express th feeling inside.

~~I wont be updating my blog, till im recover.~~
Because im in a lost of words.
Im so sorry about it.

~~But i promised , i will be back asap. (':~~
Dont guess what happen to me.
Nothing concern about anyone around me.

Cause its my own problem.
Will be mia from phone , msn , facebook.
But can contact me through tags / plurk.

~~Blog wont be updated.~~
But plurk will be updated everyday.
Follow / Response @ http://www.plurk.com/HUIXUANloves

I need to be strong, & i have to be strong.
But it wasnt that easy to be.
Cause everything is lngering around me.
I wanted to do something with it.
But i doesnt know, how to .
I've alot to say. But i doesnt know how to speak. Im feeling so lost in words.
I've alot to express. But i doesnt know how to express. Im feeling so lost in expressing.
I wanted to let go of it. But i doesnt know how to let go, Cause its lingering around me.
Im feeling so weak, now. But no one know how weak it is. Cause i kept everything to myself.
I need no one. All i need is to forget everything i had now.
~~& In th everything, includes you.~~

[Edited @ 1733]

After hours of decision,
I realised mia-ing wont help either.
Shall continue updating my blog for all of you.

With everyone around me,
I guess i will be alright soon.
Thanks people for all th concern given. (':

But still i wont update blog daily.
Cause, i will be lost of words to say. :/
Alright, hope you guys will keep taggin me ^^

[/Edited 1735]

Forever is it.

2009-11-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthling.
Im sorry that i didnt update my blog for about 3 days ?
But, i guess it's alright eh ? Cos im here to update.

Was busy doing my blogskin, bi's blogskin & our blogskin.
& then almost out everyday till night, so didnt have th time to update.
So right now, while waiting for bibi to come . Im updating now. (:

Has been going out with him, & staying at home.
Nothing much . Not really bored , but sometime do bored. lol.
Currently now busy making our videos (:

& Will be out this few days also ?
Hmm. Daddy's birthday is coming also.
Dont know what to do for him, also . Lol.

Boyboy is coming on this friday.
For those who really read my blog, should know who's boyboy.
Alright, i think im going to stop here.
& Continue our videos. (:

Hmm. Another 21 days to our 15th anni.♥
Hohoho! Hooray. Lol.
Wonder what surprise he'll gave me again . ? ^^v

Im just being random. lol.
Continue to tag me alright. (:
& also tag at our blog ; http://25th-august08.blogspot.com/ !
Thankyou. ^^

2009-11-02T12:20:00.002+08:00

Hello to all earthling.
Im not going to update my blog today.
Promise to update it sooner or later. alright ? (:
Let me reply all my tags first.

2 Nov 09, 12:00
QINYIN: Hello (: You too ^^
: Haha ! Alright. (:

2 Nov 09, 11:54
Shihua!: HOHOHOHO . Thanks You too ~
: Haha, ohkay. ^^ You're welcome. ^^

2 Nov 09, 00:14
Tiffany: Hello , tagged Update your blog leh ~
: Hello. Thanks for tagging. Will update soon :)

1 Nov 09, 20:49
ELINA!: YO ! TAGTAGTAG ! (:
: Hello. Thanks fr tagging. :)

1 Nov 09, 20:18
LARAINE'S .: Hello , relink me back sweet . :>
: Hello. You're relinked ! :D

1 Nov 09, 16:57
CHAx3Lyn: Taggies... ♥.
1 Nov 09, 16:56
CHAx3Lyn: Taggies... ♥.
: Thanks fr tagging. Tag you yesterday too! :)

1 Nov 09, 16:35
Shihua!: Byebyebye!
1 Nov 09, 16:35
Shihua!: wah , so nice
1 Nov 09, 16:35
Shihua!:
1 Nov 09, 16:35
Shihua!: I think i'm like spamming you leh :x
1 Nov 09, 16:35
Shihua!: HHOHOHO!
1 Nov 09, 16:34
Shihua!: TAG ME BACK HORS
1 Nov 09, 16:34
Shihua!: Happy ? -.-
1 Nov 09, 16:34
Shihua!: TAGTAGTAG
1 Nov 09, 16:34
Shihua!: TAGTAGTAG
1 Nov 09, 16:34
Shihua!: TAGATAGTAG
1 Nov 09, 16:34
Shihua!: TAG TAG TAG
1 Nov 09, 16:34
Shihua!: HAHAH . ! Tag lah tag lah
: Crazy ah you ? Spam me . Dont spam me hor ! :@

1 Nov 09, 02:34
Eileeen.!: helloo!(:
: Hello Eileeeeeeennnn~! :D

1 Nov 09, 02:02
Shihua!: TAG WO LAH
: Tag ni le la ! roar~!

31 Oct 09, 23:22
Marjorie: Hello!!! :)
: Hello Marjorie. Imy. ):

31 Oct 09, 15:39
Huimin: Hello! I'm here to tag you, wahaha. Remember not to be too touched alright. ^-^
: Omgggg. Haha! Dont be so erxin @ my blog ley. :/ Kip tagging hor.

31 Oct 09, 14:50
susan: thanksssss! (k)
: You're welcome ^^ (L)

31 Oct 09, 12:29
XINHUII: tagged tagged ^-^
: Thanks fr taggin ^^

31 Oct 09, 12:26
bendnazxc: hi mummy! tagged!
: Hello erzi! Woah, miracle fr you to tag me. :/

31 Oct 09, 12:14
jane: helloooooo :)
: hello! :)

31 Oct 09, 11:27
Charmaine: Argh whatever
31 Oct 09, 11:27
Charmaine: Damn i tag le !
31 Oct 09, 11:27
Charmaine: Dont wan tag you lei
: Hah, you still tag me in th end, :/ Lol, lame siol you.

31 Oct 09, 11:03
weiya: tag
: O.o Thanks fr taggin ^^

31 Oct 09, 00:25
Eileeen.!: okayokay i tagg you. hello!!(: niceeee blog(:
: Haha! Thank eileen~! ^^

30 Oct 09, 21:47
Yujing's: Yeah , i saw you ^^ But i dont think you saw me :P Too short aye
: Oh? Really? Haha! Why didnt came say hello to me ? :)

30 Oct 09, 20:06
Huimin: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm here to tag you, lalala~ Don't be too touched.
: BOO! Im not touched at all! :x

30 Oct 09, 17:18
Elinaaa: Hello , hello ! View & Tagged (:
: Thankyou. (:

30 Oct 09, 17:17
{N}ANAWR-x: Your blogskin veryvery belly nice leh :) Anw , tagged :)
: Hah ! Thanks. ^^ & Thanks fr taggin too ^^

30 Oct 09, 16:56
XINHUIII: Relinked! ^-^
: xiexie ni! ^^

30 Oct 09, 15:45
susan: heylos crazyprettyyyyyyy~
: hellooooo crazyyyyyybaabbbeee~! (L)

30 Oct 09, 15:17
,Ahlingxzc: playpr-etend.bs & dance-mylove.onsugar.com! Link me up!
: Haha! Alright. Link you alr. ^^

Please, tag me ?

2009-10-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

Ohkay, Im done helping him & myself with th blogskin! :D Haha!
People please do comment on my new blogskin, alright ?

Im hoping that more people would be reading my blog.
& to tag me. People, will you do me this favour? :(
Hopefully you all will uh. :)

Dont know if im meeting bibi tmrw. :/
Ask him not to come, so he can have a good rest at home.
Well, must see him. I know he cnt stand w/o seeing me for one day ! :D

Might be going Chalet with him th following month - November.
Kbox & My school band concert. (:
Bibi's going to wear handsome handsome to there. :/ Lol!

I guess bibi is on th way to work now, sleeping on bus.
Omgomg ! I miss him so much. T-T
Hopefully can see him soon , maybe tmrw ?
Though its just one day didnt see him :x Lol.

Alright. Let's talk about yesterday.

Bibi came over to my house early in th morning.
Cause he came straight from work. Lol.
& He cook maggi mee for me & himself. Sweet of him.

We used th comp. & I went to prepare. (:
Bus 27 to Ikea, Giant & Courts. ^^
Walked around this three shops. Looking at everything.

& We plan how to decorate our house. Haha!
Damn funny. & I got giddy. Cause kep walking in circle from. Lol.
After that, bus 168 to Causeway.
During th journey, is so fcuked up ! -'- :x

Shall not mention.
Feeling so pissed off & funny about th incident.
Alright, reached. Walked to Macs. Eat there.
& Bus 161 home. Lol.

& Still, Bibi always walk me home.
Then he'll home alone himself, poor thing. ):

Ohkay, got to stop here. :D
Please remember to tag me ,alright ?

Bugis trip, fun !

2009-10-28T21:41:00.010+08:00

Hello to everyone.
As i said , my blog is lagging of photo.
There'll be at least over 15 photos below ! ^^
Please be prepared , alright ? Haha ! Lmao.

Shall begin from th morning , alright ? (:
Wake up around 9a.m to 10a.m ? Tired.
Hardly open my eyes. Cook maggi eat , hungry.
& Went online. Plurking, & editing blog links.

Kkay. Onlined till around 1.30p.m.
Went to rest for awhile. Bathed. & Prepare.
Not long after prepare, Honey came. (:

Have my hair combed nicely, & off we go.
Walked to took bus 161 to mall, & 51 to Bugis.
Took photos with honey, Lol. ^o^ Love it.

After tht long trip to bugis, walked to ION.
Straight to Arcade. Nice ! ^-^v
Play street fighter , & play th japan drum thing (tai-gu).
Had 3 records on 3 songs ! ^-^ Go search for it ! Alright . (:

After games, had yogurt ? Think so.
Whatever, its nices ! ^-^v Buy it again. (:
Then, to bugis junction. Walked to Fortune Center.
Had our lunch cum dinner @ a vegetarian store.

Ever since we first went there,
We'll go there whenever we go bugis. (:
Cause th food is not expensive & its nice ^-^v
Shall bring mummy there too , and friends of cause ! xD

After that, trained home.
Had lot of fun on th train. (:
Especially after th stop Little Indian. ^-^
Cause thy got th herbs/spices , tht doesnt smell v. nice.

& Really, make me & honey wanted to faint.
Then we play games. Lol.
I win. Honey keep play cheat. ! Roar ~! :/

Finally, reached BuangKok.
Honey walk me home, & he went to work.
Sweet home. Bathed. Online. Plurk. Blog. (:

I wna thanks honey for today.
Cause , i had alot of fun . ^-^v
Alright photos below : Enjoy.

Before photos !
Remember must give me a tag , alright ! ^-^

Alright enjoy ! ^-^

Coming :

Ohkay, Here you go :

Tags replies :

28 Oct 09, 21:40
MEIQI: TAGGED
: Thanks. :) Keep on tagging. Link you soon.

28 Oct 09, 21:39
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: Hello. Thanks. Kip on tagging :)

28 Oct 09, 21:25
Eileeen.!: you never come school today): waiting for your bai quan nv wang(: haha!
: Haha, sorry. Cant wake up. :( But will pass to you, soon. :)

28 Oct 09, 21:13
Zhaoyuan's: Hellos :D Lastlong
: Hello. Thankyou, You last long too!

28 Oct 09, 20:58
,Ahlingxzc: Hihi! Plurk friend here <: Nice blog you've. :D
: Haha! Thanks. :)

28 Oct 09, 17:44
Huimin: Ask me come tag you? Want die ah?
: Too young. Dont want die.

28 Oct 09, 16:31
Elinaaa: Hello Chio One ! You're Linked and TAGGED !
: Thanks. Link you soon.

Tag replies.

2009-10-28T13:16:00.003+08:00

28 Oct 09, 12:58
Bernice: Hey
: Hello ! :D Thanks fr tagging.

28 Oct 09, 12:51
NIGELL: wow that was fast . aiya i very easy spot de. the big big guy always emcee and sing before !!
: Haha. Yup. I think i know who you. :)

28 Oct 09, 12:42
zirong: hi tag
: Hi. Keep on tagging alright ? :)

28 Oct 09, 12:38
NIGELL: Passed-by and tagged. You should know me bah right? .
: Yup, think so :)

28 Oct 09, 12:35
Shihua!: Haha . Okayokay Tag me more then :D
: Ohkay. Sure. Tag you more ! You too! xD

28 Oct 09, 11:43
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28 Oct 09, 11:25
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27 Oct 09, 10:28
Charmaine: Bored .
: Haha ! Let's go play street fighter ? :x

26 Oct 09, 22:25
Joey: tagged . x) , last long long !! all the best ! . :D
: Thanks fr tagging. :) You all th best too! :D

26 Oct 09, 20:52
Miss Chanel: nice blog. wish u al le best in everything
: Hahs, thankyou. You too! :)

26 Oct 09, 20:51
Tiffany: Say want update , then never update HAHA , tagged .
: I did update. ^^ Haha! Tag you too! :)

26 Oct 09, 18:11
susan: heylos babe , taggggggged! !
: Hello pretty !~ Thanks fr th tag! :D

26 Oct 09, 18:05
T.Xinger: Yoyoyoyoy :D Plurk Friend here
: Yo ! Haha ! What's up. Lol.

26 Oct 09, 17:58
Zhaoyuan's: Hello! Plurker here Tagged .
: Hello. Thanks fr th tag. :) Tag you too! :)

26 Oct 09, 17:55
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26 Oct 09, 17:55
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: Thanks fr tagging ^^

Thanks for tagging me ! :)
Hope you guys could keep on tagging! :)
Blog will be updated real soon , as promised! ^^

Blog as promised ,

2009-10-26T20:59:00.004+08:00

This is th few photo tht i like th most. (:
Cos th above photo make me feel love in it.
Especially th third & fourth one.

Yesterday, 25th October was our 14th Monthsary ♥
Though we didnt have it celebrated specially,
But its alright, as there's th both of us tgt by one another side. (:

Went to bugis , arcade, causeway & home.
More information go to bi's blog, (iam-shouta.blogspot.com)
Sorry about it, cos im lazy to re-post what i'd post in he's blog. :/

Its totally boring without baby.
& I realised, he think tht too. Haha ! :x
Doing nothing, but sleeping almost th whole day ._.
Texted baby, & came online @ ard 5 ? Lol! Used it for about 4hr plus alr.

Boring, boring, boring, boring ,boring !
Supposingly going out tmrw with friends, But cancelled .
As Eileen & Charmaine have band ; while Sihui cnt make it.
Dontknow if able to meet baby. )':

He's going out to buy things, tmrw.
He wna surprised me after he's done with th thing.
But i've break he's surprised like i always did. :x Haha!
Im so sorry about it ):

Alright, Im starting with my story again.
You can choose not to read th post below. (:

In this 14 years of life, I've 2 boyfr.
But none last long, got dump by them. ):
Longest was only two month plus. Shortest was not even 1 wk ?!
What th hell. :/ Haha ! Kkay, whatever.

Till th 15 years of my life, i've met him.
Yes, th guy tht's with me now . Till now.
& Which is th longest. One year, two month & one day.

I was hurted twice, & hoping tht th third one wont be hurtful.
But it still was for th first few months, )':
Really hurtful. Some of you, might know th reason. Right ?

Yes, th time when he lie & time me fr twice.
That was th most hurtful time, & has caused th obstacles infront us.
Because if what happen, i changed.
Demanding. Unreasonable. Petty. Bitchy. Not understanding. & etc.

Worst still, keep asking for break up!
More than 10 / 20 times , i think ? :/
He didnt walk away whenever i asked for break, he stay.
Reason he gave was , its' because he love me. & not bear to let go.

He kept enduring , & enduring.
Until one day, he let he's anger out.
It hurts again, & make me realised, i was wrong.
But after few weeks, i turn back to th bitchy me ,again.

He's still endure. Till th last few weeks ; he almost left me.
He know im lying tht i dont love him. I know im lying too.
I know im wrong to say everything i've said, tht day. Sorry. )':

& He cried, very badly.
Very badly till, i would cry now even if i think of it.
I can see those tears, aint fake. Its real.
He cry from th deep of he's heart, tht i cn feel pain in my heart.

Th tears rolling down he's cheek,
made me regret everything i've said.
& Went wiping off th tears tht's rolling down.
*Darling, im sorry. Im really sorry. )":

Everything was so fine, till now. (':
Im really happy, that im with him.
Thinking back, that whatever i've think before ;
was oh so wrong.

& I realised, im in happiness.
Because alot of girls out there are heart broken.
*No offence to those girls.*

While mine, dont even want me to be heart broken.
Do all sorts of silly stuff just to have me smiling. (:
Have me beat / bite him , whenever im down.
Just to make me smile, Silly him. (':

He texted me just now :
"If i die & went to somewhere far, I'd write your name on every star.
So everyone could look up & see , that our love mean so much to me.
Th time we're together mean everything to me.
Baby , I love you."

Ohmygod. Aint he sweet.
There's a few more text, that's sweet.
But that was th lastest. ♥

He say he's going to marry me!
& Have our own children.
Telling me & talking about our future with kids.
Haha ! Silly, & cute of him. Isnt it ?

I wanna thanks god for letting me to know him.
To let me met him, to be with him. (':
Having him to love me deeply in he's heart. ♥

Honey-Bi,
Thanks for everything . (':
I promised i'll love you forever.
To wait for th day, we married & have our own kids. ♥

Updated @ Baby's blog.

2009-10-25T22:42:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone ! :D
Im sorry that i'm not going to update.
Cos i've updated @ my bi's blog. (:

For more information,
Just go he's blog , alright ? (:
http://iam-shouta.blogspot.com/ ; thanks! :D

Promise to update tomorrow, alright! :D
Keep on tagging. Thanks ! :D

Looking Back ,

2009-10-22T10:37:00.002+08:00

Hello, Just a random post. Can choose not to read it.

But still tag me , please . ):

Looking back to th past 423 days, im just attached.
But now, its alr one yr & one mths plus. 3 more days to 1yr 2mths.
& All started when i was still a immature & silly girl, Haha !

Its quite funny looking at all your blog post.
& Realised everything you done in th past was all so silly. Haha!
Then i think what is it, tht make us to be so silly.
& I realised , its our mindset. Haha ! Lol!

Cause, if we didnt happen to have so much things in our mind ;
& Keep thinking about it, we wont cry , we wont be upset. Aint it ?
But from sadness, you became stronger & stronger. Like me ?
I've be a much more stronger than th past. I realised.

& Now, i totally put in almost everything to this love;
Cause i love him , love him real deeply tht i didnt before.
& I know he love me ; If he dont he wont cry when i want to leave.
He wont cry , when he just lie beside me looking @ me.

From th eyes when he cry, i see sadness & afraid.
I dont know what he's worrying / afraid off.
But it hurts me to see him like this , cause i never did.
That was th first time , Yes ever first time ; i saw afraid in he's eyes.

At tht time , what's on my mind is ;
"Did i hurt you ,again ?" & "I know im th one who made you crys."
I feel so sorry at tht time & helpless .
All could i do was just hug him, real tightly . Nothing else.

After so much , so much ;
Together for 423 days , & so much of obstacles we've.
But now, finally we're all trying to be more understanding.
To know one another more , & to love one another more.

I hope this could go on & on , forever.
I hope this could be as loving as ever.
I hope we can walk tgt for th rest of our life.

Thank baby , thanks for all this moment.
Thank for everything of everything . (':
Thanks . Im really thankful to everything you did. (':

& another three more days,

awaiting.

2009-10-21T22:04:00.003+08:00

Hello to everyone who's reading my blog ^-^
Im so sorry, i didnt update properly for this few weeks . ):
Cause i wasnt really have th time to update, & th mood too. :/

But now, i've th time. & i've th mood. Haha!
I find tht im envious of others that can last tht long like 2yrs & blah blah blah.
Okay, i know i shouldnt have envious them, cause i know maybe i can too ^^

AMK Hub with Eileen, Marjorie, Charmaine, Zhixian & Boyfr.

Took bus 88, double deck. (:
& then , there's this girl (not pretty at all. look like gorilla) laugh at me ! :@
I know i dont have th right to laugh at her, but she laugh at me first. Hmph!

Things went like this :

I went down from th upper deck,
This girl laughed at me , thought i was alone.
& She started showing off to me, her UGLY boyfr. Haha!
Then , i show her a sad face . & She went "wahahah" on her face -.-

After 5 seconds of her "wahahaha" on her face,
My more handsome boyfr. went down from upper deck; & her face went , ):
Now my turn to "wahahaha" ! What th hell ,right ?
Lucky , Baby is more handsome than her boyfr. Haha !

Then Eileen & Marjorie reached. Called Charmaine, waited fr quite awhile .
She finally reached, haha ! (:
Kkay, headed to Arcade. Then all went to top up th card, & play.

Haha ! Lol. Baby went play Basketball. & then i waited fr him ,& we play Daytona.
Went to ask Charmaine & co. to play also. haha !
Kkay, so Charmaine, boyfr. & I play first. Followed by Zhixian, Eileen & Marjorie.

& I had win for two races out of 3/4 races ! ^-^v Haha !
Kkay. Then went play "tai gu" , lol. Dont know how spell also.
Alright, then took neoprint ; baby went playing basketball & he broke th record.
When he's playing, so many people looking @ him. Haha ! xD

& Thy went to buy bubbletea, while i went to see any drama to buy.
Baby bought me "Pi Li M.I.T" for today. ^-^ Thanks baby.
Alright, then bus 136 to Serangoon. (:

Marjorie & Eileen went LAN . Charmaine & Zhixian went home.
Baby & I bus to HougangMall & took Bus27 home. (:
Reached. Baby walked me home, & he went home. Haha ! ^^

When he reach home, he call me . ♥
Well, sweet of him. Onlined. Blog. Plurk. ^0^
Alright, photo as promised ! Haha ! Remember to tag.

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LOL ! Im trying to be lame !

Thanks for being such a great boyf.
I bet all your ex-girlf. muz be jealousing over me.
Having you changed to be a better man.
& To love me than anyone of them.
To those who doesnt cherish him in th past. Haha !

Serve you guys right , who ask you all dont treasure him.

Baby, thank you. Thanks for all th love, & everything ♥

Four more days to 14th monthsary ♥,

awaiting.

Back to blogger ! :D

2009-10-20T13:01:00.003+08:00

A big hello to all my readers cum friends ! ^^
Im wondering who's been reading my blog ? Can you give me a tag ?
If you're reading my blog, must give me a tag alright ?

I forgotten what have i been doing th past few days. :x
Im so sorry. Shall start with yesterday than , alright ? (:
Oh anws, i've another onsugar blog : http://h-eartaches.onsugar.com/ ^^
Sometime blog here, sometime blog there ^^ Troublesome uh ? :x

19th October'09 :

Alright . Went to Tampinese with Baby .
We went walking around. Baby say he still own me one things.
Anything i want also can ! Haha ! But only within he's limit. LOL !

Then went to arcade.
Saw alot of funny people ! Lol.
Those tht think tht thy're handsome/pretty, when thy're not.
Then keep diao me for nothing one also irritating ! Erghh! :@

Kkay. Whatever. Their eyes also not mine.
Thy very big mah, so keep diao me for nothing ! Hah! Lol!
Went to took bus 168 to woodland. Okay, its just a wasted trip.
On th way there , something funny happen ! Lol.

Baby's friend text him saying : " Please stop messaging me. I dont like you."
Then i was like stunned ! O.O Haha ! Cause tht girl is lying :x
Not for th first time alr. So i call her. Then we talk talk talk, lol.

After tht he say my boyfr. ask her fr stead. I was like .. o.O?
Haha ! Then i ask her what time he sms her , she say in th evening ard 5-6p.m.
I say : "Oh okay. But at tht time he was with me leys ."
Tht girl went blank, speechless. Haha ! God knows she's lying lah. -.-

Very dumb uh ? She's th one pestering my boyfr.
Then turn back & say my boyfr. pester her , dont want face lah. -.-
Haha ! Cause she's seriously not very good looking.
& My boyfr. hate her to th max, still will ask her for stead. Like so stupid.

Haha! I ask her dont be so disgusting , keep saying my boyfr. like her . o.O!
Damn funny ! Shall see what's she's going to do, next. Lol.
Another girl who dont want her face so much . Haha !

Alright , i think wordy post is damn boring .
Shall upload some photos real soon ! ^^v Haha !
Remember to leave a tag, alright ^^ Thankyou :D

& another five more days.

Awaiting.

2009-10-15T10:59:00.003+08:00

Your Love Will Bring Me Throughout Everything .

Together for four hundred & sixteen days .

I dont know when is th end to our love, & i will never know.

But i hope it could be forever , i know we can ; because we love.

I wanna thanks you for everything you given to me.

Showing me how much you love me, like deep as sea. Thanks.

After so much that had happen in between our love,

I realised you love me more than anyone you once love.

Baby , 25th August'08 ; th day we're tgt.

Till now 15th October'09 ; we're still tgt .

Hopefully we can last till forever & ever. ^^v

Alright, enough of all those craps.
Didnt get to blog this few days, wasnt in th mood of blogging . :x
But shall blog today, since its been three days since i last update.

Nothing much happen this few days. Was all quite alright.
But was quarrelling with Bi for small things . Sigh .
I realised we always quarrel on almost th same days of every month.
When my "aunt" came visiting me. Haha :x Oppsy.

But everything was alright now.
All i have to do is keep my mind stop thinking rubbish. :)
& Everything will be fine . But something i just really cant have it controlled.
I know if im willing to have it control, i can do it ! ^^v

Hmm . That's all bah. Nothing much to update though , (:

Just a smile will do.

2009-10-12T09:58:00.002+08:00

Just a smile will do , isnt it ?

A smile cheers everyone up.
A smile from th one you love, cheer you up.

A smile from you yourself, cheer them up.

A smile of everyone, cheer everyone up !

We shall all smile for th one you love.

Smile look younger. Crying look uglier. Angry look older.

From there, i prefer to smile than to cry/angry.

Everyone has ups & downs.

Everyone has happy time & sad time.

But life is short. You'll never know what will happen in th next minute.

Happy is one day, Sad is one day ; Why not let happy be your day. Right ?

So, everyone who's here . Do what i say below .

S-M-I-L-E ! SMILE ! Right now ! :D
Are you feeling a bit happier ? Haha !

Okay, enough of those emo's craps.
Exams are over now. Currently looking for jobs.
Not gng to slack at home everyday. Need alot of money , haha ! :/

Things are getting out of hand , past few days.
But everything are alright now ? Hopefully. Haha !
Baby is coming over later, Hohoho ! But not sure what time.
Ask him come early, always come so late ! *Smack him*

Anws, he always like that. Im used to it ! Lol.
Should be watching movie bahs ? Haha ! Holiday now.
Got some event , haha ! Lucky . If not im rotting at home . Haha !

- 9th December ; Outing to zoo with friends.
P.S : Confirm asap , if you're going ! (:
: Charmaine, Zhixian, Eileen, Me & Boyfr. confirmed alr. Weizhuang not going.
: Left Marjorie and friends , & Sihui.

- Outing to Kbox Session with Baby (?)
P.S : You can contact me , if you want to go too ^^
: Not sure when is it , most probably this mth / nxt mth.

- Outing to Chalet.
P.S : Contact me if you're going too. ^^ Anyone also can :)
: Also not sure when. But will confirm asap. Most likely, this mth / next mth.

- Outing to Wild Wild Wet.
P.S : Contact me if you want to go . Anyone also can :)
: Also not sure when. But will confirm asap. Most likely, this mth / next mth.

More outing will be out . But dates are all not confirm.
If you want to go, can text me . :) Dont have my number, ask from me @ msn ?
Or take it from my friends. :) Thankyou.

I meant what i say.

2009-10-09T21:42:00.003+08:00

Alone on th streets, I see no one.

Am i alone ? Or am i not ? I dont know .

What about you ? Are you alone , or are you not ?

I think im alone. I see no one around me. Not even a single one ?

Or maybe there is , just that i cnt see .

Maybe thy're just beside me, but i let them go .

Maybe thy're just beside me, but i set them free .

What can i do ?

Probably being alone is also a best thing ?
Probably being alone, nothing will happen ?

Probably being alone , I will be much more happier ?

Or maybe i will not ?

Life has so many ups & downs .

We people are suffering from almost everything.

But to be positive, you fall & you learn ; isnt it right ?

Once wrong, doesnt mean always wrong .

Cause i learn my mistake, what about you ?

Hello. Im back to blog again. ~~& This time round i guess its much more longer.~~
I wont be uploading new photos, till im REALLY free. Haha ! :x
This few days, or rather weeks was really tough. Everyone doesnt seems to have mood.
Friends, & boyfr. also doesnt seems to have any mood. Sigh.
Hope everything will be fine for everyone . (':

N'levels are finally over . Yes, F-I-N-A-L-L-Y ! :D
Its time to enjoy , but i need to go find work lah , sigh .
Dont know what job to find also, sigh. Sianz. Zzz.

Aiyahs, I shall blog some other day instead.
Not in th mood to blog either :x Haha !

Friends.

2009-10-08T21:55:00.002+08:00

Time will tell everything of everything.

I dont know what are friends to you all.

Was it just friends, or was it forever friends.

To me, some are friends while some are forever friends.

I dont care what others say. I really dont.

But i know , no matter what friends are always there.

And i know , Eileen & Charmaine are always there for me.

Thy're my best ~~friends~~ sisters ! & thy will always be.

I know sometime i spended more time with boyfr. than with friend.

But that doesnt mean, i forgotten my friends.

I know thy're there for me . & im always there fr them when thy need me.

I dont use time to define what's TRUE FRIENDS.
I dont use how much time i spend with friends, to define TRUE FRIENDS.

Because if i do that, there wont be TRUE FRIENDS.

True friends, which are like blood bond sisters.

Thy're there fr you, always & ever. But friends dont.

True friends, no matter what you say ; thy shut their mouth & listen.

& That is TRUE FRIENDS !

Eileen :
Time will tell everything.

That i cherish our friendship.

I spent time with boyfr. more.

But tht doesnt mean, I forgotten you.

Time will tell everything , (:

Standing Up High,

2009-10-07T09:50:00.002+08:00

Standing Up High, Alone.

I wonder what's love in everyone eyes.
Was it a game, or was it really love to you all.
To me, i know love means everything to me.
Cause what i wanted was just pure & long lasting love.

Standing Up High, Alone.

Im standing up high. Being alone.
No one know. No one care. No one even bother.
Up high alone, is th most scariest things.
Heart beat fast, feeling th feel of death.

Standing Up High, Alone.

Im emotional. But im not weak.
Im a cry baby. But still im not weak.
I am stronger than what you thought of me .

Rainbow after rain.

2009-10-06T21:46:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Im bored .
Bored till i go find video on youtube to watch! :x
& I dont know why , nowaday people all feel like dying ? Sigh.

*Talking to baby now, he call me ! * ^^

Morning wake up at around 8a.m plus . (:
Went to prepare stuff for later examination used !
& Then went to bath, came online for awhile. Change blogskin.

After that went to revise my maths. ^^v
Went to meet shihua ,and bus-ed 325 to school.
Had breakfast cum lunch @ school canteen , then to hall for our revision.
After that all my friends, & schoolmate has came. (:

Exam started. Paper was quite okay ?
If i could have memorise th formula of th length thingy ,i might be able to do.
But sigh.. I didnt . Plus , arghhh. Dont feel like mentioning. :x
Kkay, not enough time somemore ! Sigh ! Got leave quite a number of blanks ):

Walked to HougangPoint with Shihua, Pekling & Josephine .
Bought Sushi, & snacks home to eat.
Then home, bathed. & Walked to fetch mommy from work (:
& Help mummy to keep th clothes, pack th fridge.

Im such a good girl , today uh ?
Have my dinner. Mum's cook ! Woah, delicious !
Haha ! Okay, Shall go text my baby alr. He say he miss me alot.
Make me so shy ! Haha ! Teehees :x

& 19 days to our 14th Monthsary !
So looking forward to it ! Haha ! Our picture puzzle !
Kbox Session , Outing to zoo ! Yipee ! (L)

Why, Why, & still W-H-Y ?!

2009-10-05T22:24:00.000+08:00

I dont know what th fcuk is happening !
Everything is going oh-so-wrong!
Mood swinging here & there, there & here.
Till im so fucked up, & irritated by everything ,& anything!
This went wrong, that went wrong. Im dying ! I had enough !

I feel like dashing out of th road, right now!
B-O-O-M! & There i goes.
Really leys, cant take it okay. Like what happen today.

For nothing , I cried loudly on th middle of th road;
& then i went laughing when crying , then cry again !?
Seriously , i dont know what's happening to me.
& Causing everyone around me to be not happy !

Woah. Cant take it, really.
I feeling like digging out my heart. & Shoot to death!

I just hope everything will be okay, soon.
I dont want to be like this, i hate to be like this.
Cause it seriously sucks big time ! T-T

Can you please understand me ?

2009-10-04T21:18:00.002+08:00

Helloh to everyone who is reading my blog right now.
Im feeling kind of confused right now , sigh ! ):
I dont know what to do, sigh. & I dont know where to go either . ):

Kind of a lil cheer up when i went to Eileen's blog , haha ! She's funny yeah :/
Alright , Eileen ; dont worry, i will invite you to my wedding der , haha !
& Im sure that our friendship will last forever ! Cause we're blood-bond , aint we ? (:

3rd October 2009 ; Saturday.

Went to baby's house, waited fr him to changed & out we go.
Went to Causeway Point . Walk here & there.
Not in th mood also. ):
Went to 'Gift A Name' , i swear th woman there attitude seriously sucks!
& then we didnt do, due to there's is no 'A' in all those beads we want!
Had dinner @ Pizza Hut , & Home sweet home !

4th October 2009 ; Sunday.

Revised for awhile . Feel sleepy.
Then went to rest, playing my phone games. Lol.
Fell asleep. Went to bath. & Baby came (:
Prepared, & went out .
Trained down to bugis , shop ard bugis junction.
Do keychain @ Gift A Name ;
Baby has my name on it , & i has he's name on it ♥ Sweet right ?
& Then we went walking ard again. Haha ! (:
Withdraw money & bought my Chocolate Mint Mochi Ice-Cream ! ^^
Went to arcade. Went to play Street Fighter :x
& those people is like , O.O Haha ! Cos all guys mah :x
& Trained home. Finally , home sweet home .

Now let me tell you how im feeling right now :
Im feeling very useless, & blaming myself.
Im feeling so useless that why cant i be like others , get good result.
To understand everything tht teachers teach.
Blaming that why cnt i be interested in all those subjects ,
like how im interested in Food&Nutrition. Sigh. ):
But what can i do now ? Nothing ? Papers are on th way alr. ):
I've tried my best to give in all my efforts. But no one can see. ):
Why is it so ? & Why cnt i live my life th way i want ? ):
I just wanted to be in ITE , what's wrong with it ?
Why my mum die die also want me go Poly ? What's th difference ?
Aint studying like hobby ? Taking th courses we want , cause we're interested.
Example :
I score quite well for my Food&Nutrition cause i like th lesson.
I like everything of it. Im interested in it.
& That's why whatever has to do with it, i can be able to answer most of it.
But mum just dont seems to understand.
I dont mind wasting my time, cause its my life. Slow & Steady.
Maybe if i go to ITE , i found out ; actually cooking is really my talent.
Then i can work on it. Who know if i might be a popular chef ?

Mum if you happen to see this ,
I want you to know. Its not that i dont work hard.
Is my brain are not like others, fast & smooth.
Mine is slow & steady.
Study is not just about result. Its about th effort we give in.
& If i just study fr th sake of cause you want me to,
will you want ? I bet not. So Mummy , please.
It doesnt mean that going ITE is a wasting time / whatever.

Photos , Photos & Still Photos !

2009-10-02T21:13:00.008+08:00

Hello to everyone who's reading my blog , right now (:
Im here to blog once again , hohoho ! ^^v Anyone miss me ?
I've used one hour plus with all th photos below ; including editting, uploading ! (:

School as per normal. Lesson as usual. Quite slacking (:
Chit-chatting with Friends, & realise today is so called our last day tgt.
Sigh, being same class for almost 2yrs ; now we're all leaving one another .

Some of us going ITE , some of us going Sec Five.
Talking that what we want to be in th future, haha ! Quite funny though.
Charmaine : She want to do something related to pets.
Doreen : She want to do something related to computer.
Marjorie : She want be a pilot ?
Eileen : She want to be a banker ?
Sihui : She want to do something related to tourism.
While i wanted to do something related to food (:

After that we talk about when are we gng to get married.
& How will we be in 10 years later ? Haha ! Cant really imagine .
If im going to ITE (most probably) , i bet im gng to miss my school life with them . ):
Because thy are th one who brighten my days ; Eileen , Charmaine & Marjorie , Sihui , Pekling & etc.

Hmm. But i really wonder how will we be in 10 years time ?
By that time , probably most of us are married . Or rather have children alr. Haha!
Sigh , time passes so fast !

Alright , I shall let photos do th talking than .
Cause im talking to baby on th phone now (: Teehees. Update soon! :D

Okay, that's all ! Shall take more pictures to keep my blog alive yea ? (:

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& please , before you leave ; tag me first ! (:

& Its Lantern Festival , Tmrw ! (:

Three more days ,

2009-10-01T09:57:00.002+08:00

Helloh to everyone on earth ,again ! (:
I gave school a missed , i didnt skip okay . I just gave it a missed.
Alright , supposingly i should be still sleeping @ this time , but i dint.

I dont know why also. Haha !
Was texting Baby & Charmaine , & i bcame so energetic . Lol.
Then i came online , wonder what's baby doing right now ?
I think he's sleeping bahs ? Haha ! Cause he work night shift, just get home this morning.

Wonder what time will he be here , hopefully 12! :D
He didnt know that im didnt go school , haha ! I dint tell him :x
Suppose to have lunch with friends, but Charmaine's not gng .

Then i think im gng out with my mum later ?
Not very sure , sigh . Lol . Had a lil tiff with my mum lastnight !
Well, i seriously dont think its my fault :x Kkay, whatever is over .

Omgzxs , Im hungry . I havent had my breakfast yet ):
Waiting for my sissy to wake up first, before i can eat ; arghhhhh~!
Alright , shall stop here . Will be back to edit if anything happen (:

Darling ,

You're th first guy tht i love so deeply.

You're th first guy tht i can last so long with.

You're th first guy tht gave me everything i want.

You're th first guy tht i cant live without.

You're th first guy tht pamper me always.

You're th first guy of many many ..

You're th first guy & you're th last guy in my life. ♥

You make me smile, You make me cry, You make me feel your love.

You be there for me, whenever you can ! You make me feel th love that i never felt.

Darling , thankyou. Thanks fr all , & everything you done .

I believe we can go on & on till eternity. (:
& I believe that everyone of us can last our relationship as long as possible.

Its just that whether you're willing to love that person forever & ever.

& Of cause , im willing to love him forever & ever ♥

Darling ,

My 25 20th Promise to you :

1. To love you, & th only you.

2. To miss you every moment.

3. To be there fr you, always.

4. To showered you with all my love.

5. To cook for you when you're hungry.

6. To have you share all your problems with me.

7. To have only you in my eyes.

8. To place you in th first piority*.

9. To create more happy moments with you.

10. I will stand by your side .

11. To be more understanding.

12. To be more loving.

13. To be more sweet.

14. To be more caring.

15. To take care of you ,when you're sick.

16. To earn money with you.

17. To have our own home.

18. To married on th date of 25th Aug.

19. To be tgt frever & ever.

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25. & To do whatever you want me to. ♥

Loving someone , is a form of happiness.

& I know im in happiness.

Six Hundredth & Ninth Post.

2009-09-30T22:04:00.002+08:00

Hello to everyone on earth again ! (:
Th alien is back on th blog, to update fr those who still read my blog. (:

I think im lacking of sleep nowadays , omgzxs !
Every morning wake up, super ultimate tired loh !
Dont know why also, keep want to sleep. Think im gna fall a sick soon!

Andandand, Im slacking too much ! I left 4 days to buck up ! Omgzxs! ('o')
But i've alr started studying this few days , though not alot ; but efforts count !
Hopefully i can do well fr all th exams , just a pass also can ! (':

School as usual. Lesson as per normal. Home as per normal.
Nothing much really happen , cause nothing happen either ! Haha !
Except that i've meet baby fr total 7 days straight ! Woah ~! Haha ! He's alway here fr me.
Fetch me to school, pamper me to sleep all night on th phone ; be there fr me ♥

Life is simple nowaday, Haha ! & Its great (:
Talking to baby this afternoon , in he's arm somemore ! ♥
I asked : " When are we getting married ?"
He ans : " 2 or 3 years later ."
Haha ! Cute of him uh ! (: But i hope we really cn be tgt frever .

Later we went to green to have our dinner .We so like husband & wife, teehees. (:
Then later i sent him to work , & he said me ;
If he really go Australia , he will work & earn money ; then bring me there ! ♥
Sweet hor ? Haha , Baby becoming sugar loh ! ♥

I hate it ! Dont force me to say , when i dont want.

Fcuktard ! Damn ! -'-

From this moment,

2009-09-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

Helloh to everyone on earth ! Th alien is back ! Haha ! Lmao.
Im feeling damn sleepy right now, falling asleep soon . Zzz.
* Im calling my darling now, if not he miss me :x *
I think my darling is deaf, he cnt hear what i say ; cause he's on th bus (:

School as usual , dont have th mood ah .
Text Baby, & he went to take MC , cause he was sick . Poor thing .
Sigh , Baby say he might going over to Australia to study ; (*he's mum want him to)
Whatfcuk ! Then im gng to miss him like crazy ah ~ ? Haha !

Then after school, went to HougangPoint with friends . (:
& had lunch over there, after lunch ; went walking around .
Bus 325 home , & home sweet home . Bathed, & online . (:
After awhile, Baby reached. Went to prepare ; & out with him , to causewaypoint.

Went to watch Fame , & baby got cheated by me fr 6 times ! Hahaha !
But that shows that he concern , & he loves me . (L)
After th show , bus 161 home . & Home sweet home .

Tmrw is our 400th days tgt , aint it long ? ♥

Baby , that was sweet of you ; whispering i love you in my ears .

You know what ? As long as im alive , i will love you. I promised !

Baby , thanks fr everything that you've done for me !

& Your Love Bring Me Home .

2009-09-26T22:47:00.002+08:00

Helloh to everyone on earth that is reading my blog now. ^^
Omgzxs, I sound like as if im a alien ; & you humans are reading my blog. Haha.
Alright, Whatever :x Went out wit my baby yesterday & today. (:

25th September :
Haha , Our One year & one month. Didnt go anywhere . :/
Went to HougangMall, went arcade. Basketball match with bi. I lose to him ): Sadded.
Then bus 161 to CausewayPoint. & Then to Woodland mart, & Home.
Asked Baby dont send me home alr, coz it was late alr. Ard 9p.m plus. But he insist on sending me!
Reason : He say im he's wife, & he want me to be safe & sound ! Haha ! Crap ley. :x
Home sweet home.

26th September :
Went out to Vivo with baby. Had a lil tiff. But was alright after that. (:
Okay, he give in lah. Intended to watch movie, but i doesnt want :x
Cause weekend are expensive, MUST SAVE MONEY ! ^-^v
Then we went walking around, then i say i wna eat Choco. ,Baby bought fr me (:
Later i say i want MiniToons sweets , He bought fr me too :D
Kkay, after that . Home @ ard 6.30p.m . Home sweet home. (:
Then later, baby waited fr me to bath @ my house ; i sent him to work (:

Tell you guys something !

Baby say he's going to bring me to K.L during our 2nd Year ! ♥

& He say he's going to pay everything that i spent :x Yippeeeeee~

Aint my baby sweet enough ~ Haha , Love die him lah ♥

Misunderstanding.

2009-09-25T13:11:00.002+08:00

Hello , Im here to clarify one thing . (:
Not to start any conflict or what so ever, but just to speak what's on my mind.
I didnt mention any names here, so dont assume im writing about you.

Firstly,
We didnt go avoid th two of you. But we just seems to have less topics.
But didnt we still say hello, or smile to th two of you ? We did.
When we have sweets, or rather snacks ; didnt we ask you :"Do you want some ?" We did.
So, if we wanted to avoidth both of you, we wont act friendly infront of you two.
Cause there isnt a need. I wont purposely avoid you, still go act friendly with you. I DONT !

& Its not that we avoid th two of you.
But didnt you see tht we've lesser topics ? And, th both of you are always not free.
We did ask you two out till we dont bother to ask, cause you two will give th same old answer ;
"Today im not free", "Ermm.. Sorry,I cant make it" ' then who's fault is it ?

You say th both of you dont like us avoiding you two, when we didnt ?
Okay, secondly ; & doesnt mean, we didnt talk to you means ; we avoid you isnt it ?
I dont know what you're thinking, but i know we're not in th wrong either.

Yes, probably we didnt talk much like what we did in th past ;
But that doesnt mean we avoid th two of you ?
When did we ever stop talking to you ? When did we ever stop answering your question ? Or etc ?
We did not. We still talk , and answer you when you asked something .

So , please think yourself why did we have so much gap in between ?
Because, you guys are mostly not free. Then how are we suppose to hang out tgt ?
I didnt put th blame on you, i just dont want any of us , to misunderstood .

{♥}Happy 13th Monthsary.

2009-09-25T12:51:00.003+08:00

Darling , Happy 13th Monthsary ♥
Haha , Time passes so fast. I dont know what will happen in th next second.
But i will cherish every moment with you.
Thanks darling, for everything you done ♥

Your view on yourself:
~~You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.~~ You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education :
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Quiz url taken from Eileen's blog ♥

Your love get me home .

2009-09-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

Helloh to you who are reading my blog now.
Talking to bi right now , I miss him ; though its just 2 hrs ago tht i last saw him.
Oh my god , i start to know in love, its not just about love ; its about missing .

Went to Orchard Cineleisure with Bi, watch G-Force.
Oh my god, thy are so damn cute lah ! Not a bad show. Cuteeeeee dao siao ~ Haha!
Alright , after that went home . Lol . Wash all my soft toys. Zzz.

& Then hang them to dry. After tht cook maggi mee fr lunch eat with bi.
After eating , back to room . We lie down there talking , till we fallen asleep .
Haha ! Bi sleep first, then later he snore :x Omgomg ! Haha ! Lol .
& I fallen asleep too. Sleep for about an hour . (:

Walk bi to bus stop. & then he took th second bus of 27 . :x
He say he felt tht something isnt right , Lol ? Haha !
I know he thought i would run with other guys , Haha ! Lol :/

Jianzhi Bi,
You know yourself how much i love you.
Deeper than every ex of mine , do you know ?
Lying in your arms make me feel warmth & secure.
Bi, you know your my everything ; everything of the everything .

I hate it. Why muz it be he's problem ?

Its not him , its not him ! Its really not him !

He's innocent, its mine fault.

Please, stop saying him. Dont hurt him. Please.

Can you guys stop saying me , im feeling terrible alr.

Why do you always want to make things big, then act kind ?! Why ?!

I dont like, You're a demon angel, aint you ? Thy're just pushing th blames.

Omfgzxs ! I feel like crying now .

Can someone , tell me what's going on ?

& I think i should be alone , thinking what's wrong again .

Lies.

2009-09-22T21:41:00.004+08:00

Helloh to all of you who are reading my blog right now (:
I just made a video , for my precious darling ! Shall upload ,some other days.
Woah, & th length of th video is 12 plus mins ; front part a bit boring. Behind is sweet fr me :)

Haha ! Alright went out with my bi today. (:
Though yesterday night ,wasnt a great one. But everything's okay now (:
Bi came fetching my from school. Walked home ,& had our lunch. Then online ! (:

Kkay, then after that we went out. Bus 27 to Tampinese.
& Then we walk ard Tampinese. Haha ! Lol. Then bus-ed 27 to Compass.
Shop there awhile. & then bus 161 home. Sweet home. Bi have he's dinner @ my house. (:

Alright , That's all :D Shall upload photo instead . (:

Everybody did lie once in their lifetime.

Well, who doesnt . Dont tell me that you didnt , cause i wont believe.

But what is th reason that causes us to lie ?

& Why in th first place did we lie ? I lie once , well not once ; but many.

But im still thinking why do we lie ?

For th sake of not hurting th others , or to not let other know your ugly truth ?

I doesnt know why do i lie in th first place , either .

When we said th first lie,

We've to use many lies to cover th first lie of ours .

& So why did we even want to lie in th first place ? *Confusing*

I change my blog link .

2009-09-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

Helloh to everyone.
I have change my blog link . Please relink me.

I know its troublesome, but i cant use back my old blog link. ):

Im sorry. & I will update tmrw ! :D

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Hello to everyone. I know you're waiting fr me to update right :)
Hah! Lol. Well where should i start off from than ?
Alright, let's start from 19th September than :)

I was still sleeping in th morning ard 8a.m plus.
I guess some of you are sleeping too. But cause of Baby, i wake up.
He reaches my house @ ard 8a.m plus from his work place (:
& Dad came telling me, that he came. Zzz.

Kkay, so i went to wash up.
& i told him im hungry, asking him to cook fr me. (:
He doesnt want, but after i keep arguing, he cook fr me.
But end up i do th cooking. Cause he's slow poke. Zzz.

After eating, i went back to my room rest. Im damn sleepy can.
Then he also sleep. Lol. Kkay, then i went to bath.
When i bath finish, i went packing my stuff & etc. He's sleeping.
Kkay, after i finish packing my stuff & etc. I wake him up.

Its raining. Lol. Lucky we got umbrella. (:
Went to mini mart bought sweets & stuff, then walk to bus stop.
Bus down to HougangMall, & bus 51 to Jurong.
& On th bus, there's this two couples damn funny.

Baby & I was sitting 2 seats behind them.
Thy're really funny. Normally, two seats.
Girl will sit near th window & th guys sit outside, but thy're opposite.
& Later is girl normally lie on guy shoulder, but thy're opposite.
Thn later, when th bus has no much people.
Baby & I went to sit infront of them. Haha! & I heard their conversation.
Idk what thy're talking about in th first place ,but later on..
I heard that guy says to tht girl :" Your $50 is my $50."
& I was thinking , WhatThFcuk!?? . Haha !
Then later on something more funny, tht guy have his hand over tht girl shoulder.
When tht girl was about to lie on his arms, He have his hands up.
& let th girl smell his armpit. I was like wtf lah, so gross. but funny lah :/

Hah! I swear this couple are really funny. Lol.
Soon, we reach Jurong. Walked to Jurong Library.
& then took shuttle bus to IMM. Had Mac @ IMM. Lol. After tht walk ard.
Then shuttle bus to Jurong MRT station. Took MRT to BoonLay.
& then walk ard Jurong point. At ard 6p.m ,went to interchange.

Bus 187 to Woodland. Walk ard there ,& bus 161 home.
& then home sweet home. I swear going out with baby is fun.
He told me things about his ex-girlfr. Damn funny, i kip laughing.
Kkay, i just think tht his ex-girlfr. is dumb fr not cherishing him. :/

Alright, i should go now. Tag me alright.
Its under my proflice @ th "Click To Tag Me". ^-^

With you around, everything is safe.

2009-09-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

Helloh to all of you who is reading my blog right now ! ^-^
Im back to normal alr. Past few days were really emotional. I apologised fr that.
Went out with Baby this two days, ^-^

17th September 2009 ; Thursday.
Waited fr bi to came. & I received Low Kay Hwa books, "Journey".
Hahaha. Lol. Cant wait to read it. Currently muz concentrate on studies first ! ^^v
Alright, then i went doing my homework. Such a good girl right :B I know i am.
Okay, after homework. Went to HougangMall, Sucks big time in th first place ,cause big fight with bi.
Alright over a old bitch ! Hahs ,whatever. Not gng care anymore ^^v
Kkay, then bi heartpain me leys , hahah!

He say :" okay lah, dont cry liao. Me bring you go eat."
Im still crying , then he kip asking me not to cry. Haha ! Lol, in th public somemore.
Alright, then we went to PastaMania to have our dinner. ^o^
Then here goes something funny. We ordered alr, then bi pay by NETS . & we went back to our seats.
Guess what. Th staff came & say :"Sir, You forgotten to press your pin number."
Im laughing my ass out tht min , damn funny lah. Especially bi's expression.

Kkay, after dinner @ mall. Bus 325 to HpugangPoint. Lol.
Went there to buy things, & then walk home. Had fun on th way home.
& Baby went home. :D

18th September 2009 ; Friday.

Happy Sixth Month to Charmaine Sister & Zhixian Bro-In-Law.
I know you can last till tht long like me & my boyfr. ^^v Hehehs :B
Remember, no matter what happen . I will be there fr th both of you ♥

School as usual. Lesson as per normal.
Has been working real hard on Maths right now, dont believe ask Eileen.
Haha! I said, that i wanted to post Eileen's unglam photos, but i didnt ! Lol.
Alright, then lesson end at 12p.m. Walked to front gate. Home with Baby. (L) ^-^
& then we had lunch @ Hougang Green. Lol, i cant finished. Baby finished fr me ^o^

Home sweet home, after lunch. Bathed, & prepare to go out.
Went to Ang Mo Kio Hub. & Then went to bought tickets fr "The Ugly Truth".
Before th show starts, we went to arcade & play. Saw Jiaxin & her friends. (:
After few rounds of games in arcade. Went to Macdonal have fries, lol. & back to cinema.

"The Ugly Truth" is totally great.
Other that it has some sexually languages tht i dont really understand.
Its really funny. Haha! Im laughing like a mad woman in parts of th movie.
Alright, after movie bus home. & then baby went to work. Lol.

Came onlined after staring th wall. Haha ! Lol .

Omfgzxs . Its alr th 18th of September .

Which means another week, will be me & bi's 13th monthsary.

I cant believe that we can manage till this long manzxs.

I really hope that things will go smoothly like now, i hate quarrelling with him.

& Yesterday will be th last day that we quarrel till that badly !
I promised, & Baby promised me too. ^-^ We shall kept our promise ! :D Haha!
He swear that we'll last till forever, & i know he's serious !

Baby, I love you. & You know i do. Dont make me disappointed. ♥

Rewind .

2009-09-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

If time could be rewinded, where would you want to stop.
If i can have th chance to get back to where i was, from th start ;
I would choose not to be what i am now .

I hate wearing a mask infront of everyone.
Pretending im happy, when im not. Hide at th corner of my room to cry.
Acting infront of everyone , Im in happiness ; when im not.

But who know how i feel ? & rather what im thinking about ?
Nobody i guess, not even myself. Sigh.
Life is dumb. Life is meaningless. Life is emotional.

I cant even controlled my own emotional.
I dont even know what myself want, from others & myself.
I dont know what can i do , to make myself not to be like what i am NOW !

I hate discovering th truth. I hate knowing some people around me.
I hate being hurt over & over again. I hate everything , that i hate.
Cause it deeply hurt on my heart, that make me breathless.

Can i take a break from everything ?

I know i cant. Because there's so much thing i've to do.

& Who will be th one that is always there for me along everything i does ?

Title ? What would it be ?

2009-09-16T16:09:00.000+08:00

Helloh to everyone who's reading my blog, right now :)
What are you guys thinking now, I've alot of things on my mind .
Im feeling so confused ,angry, disappointed & down ,though nothing really happen :x

If your life was to be name.

What title would you give it to your life ?

Can you think of one ? I cant .
Cause i dont know how am i suppose to describe my life either .

Hasnt been blogging this few days :/
I was in school in th morning ,& out @ th afternoon ,came back only @ night.
& Now, i finally have th time to update. Haha! & Im gng to have a nap ,after this :)

School as usual . Lessons as per normal . Has been doing MsTan homework :)
She should be happy that i did her work ,cause i usually dont do her work, lol. ^-^
Out with bi for movies, & revising for my N's ! ^-^v

Catch Dance Flicks & Alien in th Attics .
I prefer Alien in th Attics more than Dance Flicks, cause i cant get th joke in Dance Flick somehow :/
& Alien in th Attics is much more funny & interesting . Cuteeeeeeee too~! Hahahaha ! xD
Took few photos. But im not gng to upload it today. Other day, probably. :)

Alright, That's all for today.
I need some rest , & i need to revise later in th evening ! :)

Oh, anws :
Happy 14th Birthday , Sister !
I hope you like th present that i gave you. Haha. I find it fr quite some time ! :)
& hope that everything you wishes fr will come true . All th best in everything yea ^-^
Must rmbr th letter / card that i gave you alright, haha!
I ♥ your burger ! ._.

& 9 more days , 13th monthsary.

How long will it goes on,

I hope it will be forever , but i dont think it will.

Im losing faith in everything , omgzxs . T.T

I dont know what's wrong with me .

2009-09-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

Helloh again ! Im back here ! :)
I dont know what to blog about because nothing really happen .
But im still as usual, feeling quite emotional. School starting tmrw, again ):

I didnt really enjoy my holiday. I seems to be stucking at home nowadays.
Cause i dont know where to go, dont know what to do either.
I cant concentrate on studying. I dont know why is it so , feeling so terribly emotional.
How can i be like this. I cant. But i dont know how to control . )':

I've to buck up on my studies. I seriously have to.
Sigh. I seems so moodless, & sleepy nowaday. Dont know why either. ):
Dont give a damn to anything, anymore. )':
Can someone tell me , what's going on with me ? Sigh .

I shall go take a walk , alone .

To figure out what really happen to me .

I wonder, Where to go ?

2009-09-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

Helloh to everyone who is reading my blog right now :)

Before you start reading, I want to remind you to tag me before you leave ! :)

Thank You Very Much ! :D

I have change my blogskin !

Is it alright ? Any comment ? :/

No very negative comment please , Cause i wont accept it :)

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Im sorry for neglecting my blog again.

But seriously i dont have th mood to update. Im very emotional nowaday.

I dont know why. Probably because of my woman's problem, every time will emotional when it cames.

Fcuk up. I hate being woman sometime. Its so trouble some ! :x

& Im stuck at th point of not stuying ! -'-

Cause i got no mood either. Sigh. How am i gng to get gd result ? T-T

I really have to get to work even harder now. Sigh.

Alright , That's all for today. Im not in th mood either. :/

Readers tag me alright ! :) Thankyou, so much. Keep my blog alive.
I promise to update real soon , yeah :) Stay tuned !

I dont know what's gng to happen.

I sense that something bad is happening..

Th feeling is so strong ,so strong ! Omfgzxs. What am i gng to do.

Or am i just being over-sensitive ? :/

Baby. Where are you ?

Never leave me alone, please !

I know you will never leave me alone ,Baby I love you.

25082008, Another thirteen more days to our 13th monthsary. ♥

Helloh to blogger ! :D

2009-09-09T22:46:00.000+08:00

Helloh to blogger, friends & anyone who is reading my blog right now :)
Firstly, i've to say this post might be an quite emotional post, as im feeling down right now.
I dont even know why im feeling down too ? Was talking w bi ,& ended th call ; so he wont know im emoing.

I doesnt like that he know im emoing.
Cause he will ask alot, well i know he concern.
But i dont like him asking, i just want him to sliently be there fr me. Pampering me.
But i know he's unable. So later @ 11p.m ,he'll call. & he's now on th phone with me. :x

Alright, Im just being random. Really random. Haha! Lol. :x
Finally N'level papers are currently over now, another one month to next paper.
Omfzxs. I've started preparing alr. ^o^ Hoho. Finally three papers are down down down !

I wanted to go ITE. But my parents doesnt want. :(
They want me to go Sec Five, which i doesnt want. I think it will be more stress.
Sigh , I dont know lah. I still will try my best , for N'levels. No worries.

Alright , Let me upload some pictures first :D

That is th photo I have it now. I still have more with Biiiiiii~ :D
& Im going to blog it out real soon or when i have th time alright :) Hehs ^-^

: & This is what i want it to be. P.S : Tht is not my baby, my cousin.
25th August 2008 ,
Together for One year, two week & one day.
I know we're both still young in everyone eyes.
But so what if we're young, though we're young but at least we're mature.
Idk why does people like to tell me, dont take it so seriously.
I mean like, thy will say :"Nothing last forever." You said nothing last forever.
Then let me tell you ,we're nothing. Cause we're nothing in everyone eye, but just human.
I know, you'll just being concern so tell me that. But sorry, i cant accept it.
Yes, I know he's 19 & im juz 16. So ? We're alr planning to get married.
& We're both serious. We commmited alot in this out of all of our relationship.
Can you imagine that we've alr plan what to call our first baby girl & boy.
Can you imagine that we've alr plan how to decorate our house.
Can you imagine what we're suppose to do, after married.
Can you imagine that we really have plan all this alr. & we've promise one another.
I dont know why you guys want to tell me all those,
Probably like i say concern ? But to me, its like cursing me / sort of telling me I WONT LAST THAT LONG.
Yea. Im not pretty, Im not like those ah lians in th street dressing so nice & pretty. & i dont make up.
I know all my bad points.
But when you're in relationship , what do you care th most ? Looks or Heart ?
Are you looking for someone love, or for someone pretty/handsome ?
Even when you've found someone pretty/handsome, does looks last forever th same ? No manzxs.
* But for heart, yes. It might be old, but th feeling will never be th same . *
Bi & I dont go for looks, cause we love. Our heart bond together alr.

& Now im just hoping that everything above will come true right now. (L)

I may sound fcuking irritating saying all this.

But i cant help it, i just write how i feel.

If you dont like, then dont read.

Dont come spam me alright, dare leave down your name.

Helloh Blogger ! :D

2009-09-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

Helloh. Im tired right now.
& I dont have th mood to update right now.
English paper tmrw. & That will be th last paper fr this week. :)

& I've just deleted my previous post. :)
Haha! Lol. I shall update real soon! & Im changing my blogskin too! :D
Stay tuned ,alright! :)

I had a great day ! :D

2009-09-02T22:24:00.000+08:00

Helloh all. Im back to blog. :)
& I dont know what to blog either. Haha! But took lots of photos.
Please enjoy th photos! :D

& I dont feel like going school tomorrow. ):
Please tag me ! ^-^

Will update real soon! :D

2009-09-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

I will update my blog as soon as possible.
Blogger is in problems again! What th fcuk. Shall change to others soon.
Shall wait fr my darling to update first ,then i will update. :)
Hahaha! He still own me alot of updates! *Smack him*

& I changed my blogskin & song again! :p
Okay, got to go before my dad start nagging ! ><

Replies Of Tags :D

2009-08-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

Helloh all. Im back blogging once again.
No pictures for this week. All pictures will be uploaded real soon. Cause photos all with Baby. :/
& My blog seems to be dead without photo. Shall take photos tmrw. :)

Its bi's birthday today! & I feel so sorry that i didnt celebrate with him.
But in th morning, Mum bought a cake fr bi ! Hahaha! But only me & bi eat th cake. Still got one whole lot left.
Bi say he is touch that mum bought him a cake. Haha! :D Lol. Ate th cake & Off we go.

Bus 74 to Chinatown. Lol. Nothing better to do.
Actually wanted to go cycling der. But it's raining, so changed th idea of cycling.
God damn. There's 3 girl on th bus, thought th bus was their's ,talking like those AUNTIES IN MARKET !
What th hell man. But lucky thy alight @ Bugis there.

& Alight. We went Macdonal have lunch. Im damn hungry. :/
Bi told me something which is so funny. haha! Should not mention, cause too stupid!
Then we went to Chinatown Point. Supposingly, we should be window shopping.
But end up, we playing Hide & Seek + Catching down there ! Lmao ! Damn fun ! :D

Bi use 18 min to catch me. While i only use 12 min to catch him. Hahaha!
Anws, he let me win der lah :) Haha! Lol. Play until i headache ! Then bus-ed home .
Alight. & Its ard 5p.m alr. Bi need to go meet he's mum fr religious thingy. :)
But i wanted to go Hougang Green buy bubble tea, he want to tag along, but i dont want him too.

& So i walked to Hougang Green. :)
Stupid bi went stalking me. Haha! He thought i dont know, i pretended that i dont know only.
So i was queueing up @ th Bubbletea Shop,
Bi say: "Helloh ,What a coincidence."
& I say : "Haha! Why are you here ?."
Bi say : "Haha! Cause i suddenly want drink bubble tea so i came here buy loh."

What th hell. Like i will believe . Cause i alr saw him following behind me.
I just pretend that i didnt see anything, & continue walking. :)
But that was funny, & bi was caring ; he followed just to ensure that im safe. :)

& Then he sent me home. But dad was mopping th floor.
So i went to find my mum @ her workplace instead. :) Waited fr about half an hour.
Bought snacks, & home sweet home. Bathed. Online. & Reply tags. :)

Celestia. Relinked. Takecare & last long too. Hehe.
}R.E : Haha. Thankyou. & You lastlong too :D

Charmaineeeeee Eileen LOL, Ya we kang yi !!! Ohh OLD MAN Birthday !! I go sms him HAHA
}R.E : Lol lah. Haha. That's how you found out his bday. I see.

Natalie's (L) Haha ! Really, I cross my heart that I'm not pretty. I hearts die you alr ^^.
}R.E : Nahh. Dont deny. Your pretty. Haha! Me love you too! (L)

Charmaine Hihi xuanny! Tagging you back! (L).
}R.E : Helloh! :D Thankyou. (L)

CARMEN! hey. i've relinked you already, and i'm your plurk friend.
}R.E : Hey! Thankyou yea :)

Eileeen.! o.o cheerup okay? you sad i also sad :x
}R.E : Haha! Alright, sound so fake . :/

S'hihua! i link you long ago noob
}R.E : o.o really ? haha! thankyou :D

Eileeen.! ya lo! super kang yi ar! where got not good friend? *strongly agree to charmaine
}R.E : Lol. Haha! Hao la. I know you both love me alot!

Passerby im joey (: , you added mie in ur plurk . LOL
}R.E : Oh, which Joey ? Got blog ?

Natalie's (L) SugarBaby ♥ ! Stay pretty okayyyyy ! Luv, (L).
}R.E : SugarBaby ♥ ! Im not pretty !

S'hihua! cheerup!
}R.E : Alright :)

Charmaineeeeee OI OI OI ! WHAT NOT GOOD FRIEND ! YOU ARE ALWAYS OUR BESTEST FRIEND ! DONT SAY THT ABOUT YOURSELF ! I DISAPPROVE !!!
}R.E : Hao la ,Hao la. Act fierce. :x

Bendanzxs hi :D tagged
}R.E : Thanks fr th tag ! :D

Eileeen.! & still, grats for your 1 year, besties!
}R.E : Haha, Thankyou besties ♥

Eileeen.! what should i tag leh??hmm..cool! i like that scenery. very nice ;DDD
}R.E : Haha! Lol ley! :x Hees.

Passerby LOL, last looong (: so sweet lah. (: hope to see more photos of u and ur love one ! and gratts to 1 year.
}R.E : Haha! Thankyou. Leaving down your name & url will be better ! :)

HuiFang TAGGED ;D
}R.E : Thanks fr tagging! :D

♥KUMIKO Grats on 1year ! Last longer ~
}R.E : Thankyou :D

Cassandra Meme ? My profile ? KLOLOL .
}R.E : Huh ? What you mean ?

YULIN welcome. ;D thankyou. LOL. (:
}R.E : Welcome too :D

Kkay, tags are all replied ! :D

& To my precious bi :
Though im not able to celebrate your birthday NOW!
But i promised ,from next yr onwards, I'll celebrate with you ! I swear & promised!
No matter how busy i am , I will celebrate it with you. I promised. :D

& 27 more days, to our 13th Monthsary. ^^v

I realised in relationship, not just sweet talk will do.
Lasting a love need to goes thru ups & downs with th other one. :)
& That's why bi & I last till now :)

& Im ~~forced~~ here to blog something about Shihua! ):
Oh, Shihua love me is a good thing ! :D

2009-08-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday, My Precious Darling ! (L)

Omgzxs ! You're one year older ,already ! Hahaha !

I remember, before today which was on th 29th ; was th first day we first met.

& After all, its just one year alr. Hahah. Cant believe that time really pass that fast.

Im so glad that i've you. So glad, so glad that im willing to sacrifice myself just for you. ^-^

Im someone who live in th earth for 16 years, & you 19 years.

& Fate just brought us together ,giving us lots of obstacles to gone throught together.

Baby, though i might not be celebrating your birthday tomorrow ;

But i promise/swear ,i wont let your birthday just gone like this. I will pay you back, someday. ^-^

& I promised, i will be a loving, caring, understanding wife for th sake of you.

To be there for you always, when you needed me. & to give you my support in everything (L)

Me love you, forever !

I know you are the one (L),

2009-08-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

"Darling, i just wanted to let you know that you're th one that brighten up my life.

Without you, i dont know where to move on."

HELLO TO ALL OF YOU ! :D
How is things going on with all of you ? Mine was stil quite alright. :)
Though im quite emotional this few days, Please bear with me uh ?

Things is going well between me & baby. I hope this continues forever.
Though we still have some small lil tiff, but everything still alright.
I guess we would be able to go very long. *Pray hard that we really could*
& Tomorrow is Baby's birthday. Im getting something for him, but not tht soon.

Dont think we going to celebrate, because we're broke ):
But i will pay him back someday, so no worry baby.
I wont let your bday just pass like this. Just give me some time alright ? :D

I should stop here than. It getting late.
& Im going to sleep alr. Haha! Shall blog some other day yea ?
Anyway, Im sick of blogging also. Lol. Shall update when i've th mood uh :)

Goodnight to all of you, & may god bless you. (^^)v

Where's th rainbow ,after the rain ?

2009-08-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

Before watching th video, scroll down & stop my blogsong first ! ^-^
Thankyou! :D

& Baby do you still remember this video ? Haha! Th video that i made fr you. ^-^

Somehow th tune of this song best describe my mood. Th melody, sound nice. & so does th song.
& I dont know what fcuk happen to me again. Im back to th past once again. Th emo me. :(
I dont want to be emo. Because i dont like. I hate being down for nothing. I feel rocks on my heart.
I feel that its so hard fr me to breathe. )': Sigh. I dont know what can i do, not to let myself to be like this.
I hate being like this, because it hurt my precious boy. )':
He's gonna be hurt because of me, i dont want him to. )':

Bi, im sorry. T-T I know i shouldnt be like this.
But i dont know how not to. I know i love you. Remember what i said, i love you th most.
& You are in my first piority ! Remember, now is, forever is ; alway is ! ^-^
I hope you can just bear with me, for now.
I will overcome everything. I will study hard. I will remember what i promised you.

Three Hundred & Sixty Eight Days Of Love ,
This love will never end. It will goes on & on ,till forever, till eternity. (L)
Baby, trust me i wont leave you. & i know you wont leave me too ! :D
Because we love one another ,so we wont leave one another ! Right Baby ? :)

No one know how i feel. No one can understand.
Am I just so difficult to understand ? Probably not.
Because im hiding all my feelings to myself. Keeping in to myself,
Not letting anyone know. Even to my dearest you. )':

I see a rainbow, after th rain. (:

2009-08-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

Helloh to all of you. Im fcuking bored right now ! Bored to th max !
I dont know what to blog. Shall let it be a quite emotional post uh. :/
But before i get in to th topic, i shall mention what i did today :)

School as per normal. Lesson as usual. Assembly.
Chinese lesson, & P.E lesson. Do taiji quan during P.E ! Damn funny, Lol.
& Recess. Continue lesson as per normal. Slept from 11.30p.m to 1p.m :x
Physics. & Home. Bus-ed home. & Home sweet home.

Another 11 days to N'level exam.
I didnt do any preparation like what others did. I feel stress sometimes, & sometime not.
I didnt worry about anything, just feel that all i'd to do is try my best.
But i didnt even try my best. I feel so lousy & useless.
I doesnt want any help from anyone. Neither do i want people to help. :(
For all i know is just that ,I dont wanna do anything at all! Im lazy.
But i cant help it. I feel that life is so meaningless. :(
Im not a good daughter, girlfr. & even friend. I feel that i didnt contribute anything to them at all. :(
I dont know what to do, & what should i do. I just kept crying like nobody business.
Sigh. I guess, enough of emo-ing. Shall let my mind at peace now.
Dont wanna think so much about it. :') I will feel better, after sometime.
No matter what, i will be strong. Because i know, people around me is always there fr me.
Th sun will still shine after th rain, & i'll see th rainbow :)

Happy Twelve Monthsary ; One Year Annivesary ! :D

2009-08-26T19:28:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello ! As promised ,Im here to update our blog! :D
Well, its gna be exactly th same as my blog, as im lazy yea ! :D
Shall type out everything, when my photos are uploading @ photobucket! :)
Took hundreds photos. But im gng to upload some only. Lazy too :x

Let's begin with th day started on 25th August'09~ (:

Went to school as usual, but didnt attend lesson :/
Bus-ed down to AngMoKio straight, & Trained down to Admiraty*. :)
Meet Baby there, & we'd our breakfast @ Kopitiam. Hohoho !
& Then to shoe shop, i bought one pair of slipper. :)

Then to CausewayPoint. Then back home. & Bus-ed down to AngMoKio again.
Lol. Went to AngMoKio Hub. Watched "The Proposal", & before that.
Went to mac. to write on th book that baby give me ^-^

We went to arcade, I swear i'd lots of fun! :D
& Then car racing with Bi, I lost him . :( He cheat. He bang on me ! :/

After that had our movie. Not bad. Rating : 4/5 ! ^-^
& Then we trained down to PlazaSingapura to collect our ring! ^-^(v)

& We shop for awhile. At around 5 to 6 p.m, we trained down to CityHall.
To our Singapore Flyer! :D

& Finally we reached! Walked to Esplanade, & we tooks photos! :D
Haha! But im gna upload some only. Lazy lah. Haha! Lol.
Took photo, just to wait fr th sky to be dark! :x

& Finally th sky is getting dark. We started to walked from Esplanade to Singapore Flyer.
Haha. Reached. Then we bought our ticket. Im so excited ,can ! :/ Hahaha !
Took photos. & I swear ,its beautiful. (L) Alright photo, again ! :D

Kkay. After th flight. We went to took bus 56 to bishan & have our dinner. :)
We had swensens! & After dinner, we'd CHOCOLATE FONDUE ! :D ^-^
I shall end my post, here & with th picture of :

Baby, thank you !

Thanks fr fulfilling my wishes. & your promised.

I'd enjoy my one year anniversary. ! :D

& I bet we've more to go (L)

<3

2009-08-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

Shall update, soon! :D

Its the love story <3

2009-08-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

♥ } 25th August 2008 ; Jianzhi & Huixuan. { ♥
" & We will live happily ever after, and together forever & always. "

In this lonely land, there live a lonely girl - Huixuan.
In th land, no one notice here. & She's just a invisible girl.
Opposite the lonely land, is the noisy land - full of noise & laughter.
& On this land, there live a popular guy - Jianzhi.
He's quite popular among girl, & among everyone. He's 100 time popular than Huixuan.

There is nothing that Huixuan could do, because she is down & alone.
All she do was surfing the net, & singing. She alway emo aside ,herself.
Huixuan like to went online, looking for more friends.
& Here she get to saw this guy from her friend - Cassandra's profile. :)

She saw this guy with only one eye. Out of curious, she click & viewed.
Unfortunately, th guy profile was privated. So, she went on looking fr other friend.
& The next day, Huixuan received a friend request from this guy.
Woah ! & That guy was actually ,Jianzhi. Huixuan accepted his friend request.

They became friend. & thy started chatting on the night, 11th August @ MSN.
Then thy exchanged number. Thy went texting one another, till 20th August.
Huixuan thought she offended Jianzhi, so she call him.
& Ever since than, they started chatted on th phone every night. :)

Until the 25th August'08 ,thy were together.
& Thy met on th 29th August'08, with Huixuan's Friend - Eileen. (L)
Thy first watched their movie - 4Bia ; Thailand ghost movie.
& Thy went to PlazaSing. After that, Eileen went home.
While Huixuan & Jianzhi went home, after awhile. :) Jianzhi sent Huixuan home.

After three months of Love .

Everything went wrong. Huixuan found out Jianzhi time her.
Huixuan is totally down. She does not know what to do, but to cry. & still cry.
Jianzhi beg for forgiven. & Huixuan naturally, forgive him.
But Huixuan lost trust in him. But she's trying to gain back trust.

After all ,She gain back her trust to Jianzhi. :)
But..Something unhappy happen once again. Huixuan found out Jianzhi time her again.
& Worst still Jianzhi told her, he's just acting with that girl.
Though Huixuan is not experienced in love, but she know he's lying again. :(

Huixuan didnt know what to do, so she went crying again & again.
& Worst still it was during new year time. :'(
Jianzhi beg for forgiveness again, So Huixuan forgave him, still.
Probably, this is what call forgive & forget.

But after that, everything went well. Jianzhi spent all he's time with Huixuan.
& They celebrated their first Valentine's Day. (L)
Jianzhi bought Huixuan ring, & slowly. Jianzhi have more time for Huixuan alr.
He meet Huixuan almost 5 days per week. :)

He spent countless money on Huixuan.
5-8 soft toys. over 20 flim of movies. all those expenses. $.$
Everything went well, though there's still quarrel. But still nothing break them apart.
Thy became even & even more sweet & loving. & Now, another 3 more day to their 1 year anni (L)

& Let's give our blessing to them ,(L)

Jianzhi Laogong :
After so much, so much. After all those obstacles & quarrels.
We seems to know how much we mean for one another. & How much we need one another.
My unreasonable, my petty temper, my effing attitude.
Now, come think of it i find it so funny. Wonder why did i show all those emotionals.
& Now i have th answer. Because i love you.

Just because ," I love you ". That can brought us so much quarrels.
Countless time of quarrels. Haha. Come think of it, why would we quarrel fr small lil things ?
Because i tends to think on th negative side instead of th positive. haha!
Everything that happen - make me laugh, make me cry.

Looking @ all those photos we took. Looking @ all my archivement tht has you.
All is lingering in my mind, in my memories @ my blog, @ my heart.
Two Hundred & Twenty Three photos of ours, tell every story of us. :)
Almost all th pictures we took, i could remember where & what happen . :)

Bi ,thanks fr enduring. Thanks fr everythng.
Yes, you onced hurt me. But i wont let it be th obstacles that hold us back.
I know you love me now, & till forever ; right ? (L)

I want to thank you for not letting go, for loving me till now.
& Promise me to love me till forever. & To be my husband.
No matter what i wont leave you, because you in my life alr.

Life is like a movie. & You are in th movie. Worst still ,th main actor.
So, now this movie of Huixuan, could not bear to live w/o a main actor.
Remember, your my sweetest addiction. Like my drug.

I love you sweet talk to me, I love you glued to me, I love you loving me,
I love you caring for me, I love you worrying fr me, I love you protecting me,
I love you sing to me, I love you blogging about me, I love you do this & that fr me,
All those small lil action will bring me one step forward to happiness.

Bi, thankyou. Million of thankyou, also not enough.
Zhuo Jianzhi ,I love you. & I really do.
I promised i will love you till th day ,im not alive. (L)

Three Hundred & Sixty Three Days, & Two more days (L)
& Baby ,You Belong To Me (L)

& Three more days, (L)

2009-08-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

Hello to all readers, hopper, friends, & bi ! :D
Im currently waiting for that tortoise bi to come uh. Always take his time.
Wonder where should we go later on ? No idea where to go either. Probably Jurong Point ?
When did i last update ? Lol. Oh, its on th 20th Aug. Shall update now than :) & I shall reply tags too. :/

21st August'09 :
School as per normal. Dad drove us to school.
& Im so sick & tired. That i slept for th first five period! Woah. I broke th records. :/
Till recess. Chit chat & laughing around with Classmates. :D Fooling aound. Lol.
Follow by English & Geography lesson. I swear Mr Eyu* ? is damn funny & lame ,okay ! Lol.
& I went waited for Bi @ Bus stop. I swear im effing pissed off uh ! I waited for One hour, & He's not here yet.
So, i told him. Im not gng to wait anymore. & I walked home angrily !
He reaches my house, & i just dont care about him Lol. I just do my stuff. & prepared to go out.
So, we were bickering! >< & Its raining. :( We started to quarrel ; *I forgotten what is it about.
Took Bus27, & then i sit on my own ; & he sit on he's own. Reach. & Its raining heavily.
Got down th bus, & bi hold me. Bcause my shoe bottom will be slippery.
& We chiong to Tampinese1 ; i swear we were effing wet. Haha! Lol. & We went toilet.
After that bi was waiting fr me. & He's so dry alr. What th hell. Wonder how he does tht. While im still wet.
Walk around. & We went to do our Second Couple Ring! :D Hip hip hooray ~!
This time round, bi choose everything. I let him make th decision :) Hohoho! & It costs bi's 98 bucks !
Went to TampineseMall arcade. And that buy drinks & Snacks. Bus 27 to HougangMall.
Arcade again. & Bi play ParaPara*? I swear its effing funny. I keep laughing.
Well, he's being retarded just to make me laugh. He's sweet ,aint he ? Lol.
& we went home soon. Slack awhile. Then sent him to work. & Slept @ ard 12a.m plus.

Shall now go wait for bi than ~ :D

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Such a tiring day,

2009-08-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Helloh helloh to all who is currently reading my blog. :D
Im here to blog, like you can see. Lol. Im kind of lame. Haha! & Im laughing to myself._.
Here to blog, as Ahlong ask me why blog tmrw ; so i came blog now loh. :)

It was such a tiring day for me ,What about you guys ?
School as per normal. & I wake up 15 min earlier ,then was quite pissed off. Lol.
But forget it. Then Eileen told me ,she's not coming. & Later she told me she's coming ^^
Alone in class. Lol. Writing a story for my bi. Haha. & On th 25th August, or rather 26th. I will blog a long post.
Im gna post lots of photo on those days. :) Know why ? Because its me & bi's one yr anni (L)

& I wonder what is bi going to get me on th one yr anni. ?
Here our planning for 25th August :

Out in th morning. As bi took leave long ago alr.
Will be shopping / Window shopping.
Then will be doing our couple keychain from Gift A Name :)
& Follow by our Second Couple Ring (L)
Around Evening, we'll be having our dinner @ Swensens.
@ Swensens, We will be gng to have our Chocolate Fondue, as Bi promised! :D
So, about night 7p.m ; we'll be going to Singapore Flyer ,as Bi promised too! :D

& Probably there might be more. We might be having our flyers, before dinner.
So, wait for me to blog on 26th alright :)
Then i will sure take photo! Hopefully, th weather on 25th is great yea.

Kkay, so lesson as per normal. Had Physical Education. Fun ,i swear.
Played Tennis. Eileen & I one team, While Marjorie & Charmaine one team.
Then we were all laughing ,& sweating. Haha! :D Hopefully, we could play it again.
& recess time. Back to classroom fr lesson. & Home soon.

Bus-ed down to HougangMall meet up with Mum, Sis & Bro. :)Then bought stuff.
Home soon. Bathed, after awhile Bi came. & We walked to HougangMall.
Bi went there to have his lunch. I had dessert. Bought one fr bi too!
& We shared. Lol.

Then later, we walked ard. Lol. Bored. & We went out.
Omg ,its raining. So, we train down to SengKang. Went walking ard.
Went Action City, Bi bought me this cute lil keychain. (post th pic, soon)
Mine is brown, while bi's one is green! Hohoho. We hang it on our baggie! :D
& So now we have :

Baby Pooh, Baby Piglet, Baby Tiger & Baby Eeyore.
An apple holding heart ,& a green soft toy.
Plus our two cute lil soft toy keychain.
Couple specs.
Couple bags.
Couple keychain.
Couple ring.
Couple Wallet.
& Etc. More things that baby spent on me :p

We still got more to buy. All under th wishlist. :D
Wanna thanks bi, for buying & spending so much money on me ! :x
Shall blog all those mushy mashy things on 26th than :/

Alright, I shall go now. Im tired alr. & Th time now is 10.43p.m!
If baby see this time, im still using comp ; for sure kna nag by him.
Baby is becoming more & more naggy liao :x Like a old man :x Haha!

& Five more days (L)
Baby, I love you. & i promised its forever. (L)

My 558th Blog Post ^^v

2009-08-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh Blog Reader, Hopper, Friends / Earthling ! :D
Blogger is like back to normal ,like finally ? Lol. Okay, i got nothing to blog actually.
I didnt pass my prelim well. ): But, also my fault lah. I no study. ):

Im now planning something, that is making me headache sia. I dont know, how to manzxs.
Erghhhh. Im bored to death. Im not in th mood now, actually. Bi spoil my mood. Ahhhhhh.
Shall not let it affect me too much. If not, im gng to tear again. Why do i cry so easily ? Sigh. ):

Time passes so fast. & Six more days to me & bi's one yr anni. alr. ♥
Cannot believe, right ? Never thought that we could walk till so long, didnt know that we could manage till now.
In a blink of an eye, we're together for 359 days alr. Haha!
After so much of quarrels, & obstacles ; we still can be together. Miracle manzxs.
Well, probably its fate bah? Sigh, & after all, i still forgive you & trying to trust you back again.
How long more can we go ? I dont know ? I just know, i want spend my life with you. That's all.
Bi, iloveyou.No matter what, i'll never leave you.
You know what ? I need you, more than anything. But i dint want you to know. )':
Because i dont want to let you know that i needed you so much, cause im afraid i might fall like once i did. ):
Its pain. I dont want to suffer & endure th pain that i had it once. )': Bi, im sorry if i hurt you.
You know, i never wanted to. Thanks for everything you gave. All those love & care.
Especially th power of your endureness. That not all guy could do that. Xie xie ni wei wo zuo de yi qie.
Bi, I love you. & Remember, I always do.

Alright, I shall stop here alr. :) Goodnight!

Another day gone .

2009-08-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh. Ohmytiannnnnnn~ Two days since i last update.
I've been neglecting my blog. Opps. Came update as Huifang (plurker) wanted me to.
Haha! Im such a nice friend right >< Ohmytian!~ I so dont want face ><
Currently im super ultra bored! There's nothing i could do! God damn!

I gotten back 3 of my results. Sigh. Th rest no need see ,also know will fail.
I got back English, Maths & Food&Nutrition. :)
I pass my English, & F&N. Fail my Maths badly. -.- Lol. All just pass anws.
Oh, hope my chinese will pass. At least a B3! ><

I've been going out this few days. & Spent alot of money ? I dont know ley. :x
Went out with Bi on monday. He came to fetch me from school.
& We went shop & save shop for food~! & Bi bought me Choco. milk again. Sweet of him~
Bought one packet maggie mee also. Lol. & Also Ice-Cream! :)

Then went to coffee shop ,pack food home. What fcuk ley. Saw 2 small lil bitch.
Okay lah. Small lil girl. Sec One only ley, & keep on "diao" me non-stop.
Then she keep "shuai" her fringe. Cause very longggggg & straighhhhhtttt.
Hello girl. Before i step on your tail, you better stop "diao" me for nothing!
Weird girl manzxs.
& If anyone happen to passby & see this. Dont think that its you alright!
Because i didnt mention any names! Lil girl. SecOne only. Dont step one okay. :)
Later Jiejie angry oh! >< Hahahahaha! :D

Alright. Home soon. & Have our lunch. I went to bath.
Bi & I went out @ ard 4.30p.m ? Went Causeway. Arcade again. & then shop ard.
Home soon. :D & Baby went to work. I miss him ~ ><

As for today. Nothing much happen though. Baby came as usual. :)
& Then we slept in th afternoon. (*dont anyhow think okay)
Just too tired, & we chat till fall asleep. :) & He went home @ ard 6p.m :D
& I went to had my dinner. Texting bi also. (L)

Bi, Another 7 more days from now. (L)

Bi, another 7 more days to th biggest day of ours. :)
Are you looking forward to it ? You know what ? I am ! :D
I cant wait for that day to reach. Im so looking forward to it.
You've been th world greatest boyfr. I swear you were. Because, you did alot fr me.
Spent those money on me, just to make me feel like th world happiest girl.
& Yes, i did. Looking at people's blog/plurk. Sometime, i wonder ; am i asking fr too much.
Probably, i am. Bi, thanks fr being so great. & loving.
I love you, & yes i do. (L)

Two day post,

2009-08-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh. Before i start. Let me blog this photo. I find it funny :

Alright. Ley's get back to post. Two days since i last blog. :/
Sorry fr not updating! I was quite busy :p Hees. Busy going out :/
Let's get started now than :)

Friday, 14th August'09 :
Early in th morning went out. Bathed, & went out @ ard 9a.m plus :)
Bus-ed down to CausewayPoint to meet Baby. & we had our breakfast @ Mac. :)
Then trained down to Orchard. Walked to Cineleisure. :)
Bought ticket of "Where Got Ghost", then went walking ard to wait for th movie to start.
Okay, not a bad show. Some part are funny & some part are kind of boring :/
Th Second story is th funniest one. :) Haha! :D
& We went to bought tickets of "UP 3D" ! Still walking ard waiting fr th show to start.
Okay, not bad too. But also kind of boring luh. >< Lol!
In one day, we catch two movies. :D & Every single money that we used is all from Baby! ><
Thanks yea. :p & Home sweet home. By that time alr 6 or 7plus.
Train back to Buangkok @ DobyGaught. Walked home. & Baby went home. :D

Saturday, 15th August'09 :
Went out in th morning with Families to had breakfast. :)
& Then to sengkang to trim hair with Sissy. Lol. Okay i look stupid with my fringe. :/
Home sweet home. Bathed. Asked sissy wna go out, so she agreed. :D
Changed & She bathed. Out soon. :) Bus-ed 27 to HougangMall. Sissy lazy to walked. -.-
& Then bus 161 to Causeway. Then there's this two NOISY girl. Kip talking non-stop.
What th hell man. From Hougang talk until causeway ,rmbe NON-STOP !!!! ><

Kkay, then so finally reached. Went to buy tickets of "Where Got Ghost" ,Sissy wna watched.
Bought tickets that start @ 7.10p.m! & We were there ard 3p.m plus ! What th..
So we went mac. to have our so called lunched, shared ley! :D
then we went shopping for her friend's - TseJun, b'day present. ^^
& Th present is cuteeeee, then got this thing idk call what. Facebank *should be.
You put coin in th mouth, it will giggle.
& Sissy ask me put money in her pocket, she also can giggle. Haha! She's crazy ,i know.

After that we went up to arcade ,play games. Hohohoho!! Fun ley.
We play photo hunt. Daytona*. & Go Go Ball*. :D Play countless time of Go Go Ball! :D
There is countless small ball.
Then you got to use it & throw on th screen to hit th enemies/mission.
Kkay ,its fun. then got one uncle & three guy come help us. Lol.

The uncle can hold so many ball in he's hand @ one time! O.O
Sissy also can. I cannot. Th ball kip slip off from my hand. O.O
After few games, sissy & i were so tired. FINALLY~!! Th movie is starting in an hour time.
Then went toilet. & Waited outside th theater, woah faster chiong in when th movie start.
Alot of people. Full house, i think ! ><

Movie end @ ard 9p.m. So, went toilet before we bus home. :D
Home sweet home finally. & We had our dinner. & Off to sleep. :)
Tired, yet i had fun! :D

Alright overdue photos ,Pictures are in random position. :

& Dont forget to tag me yea !!!!

2009-08-14T23:08:00.000+08:00

I promised to update tmrw. Sorry friends :/
I will update tmrw, as promised! Alright ?
Change new blogskin & tagboard. Forgotten my old tagboard user & pass. :/
Start tagging me now, & follow me @ http://x-uanny.blogspot.com/ !

& Eleven more days (L)

& Your my everything. :D

2009-08-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello Earthlings! Hahaha! I just finish uploaded all th photos.
Woah, it really took me quite sometime. About 1 to 2 hour. :/ But its alright :)
Because no school today. Im alone @ home. Baby work in th afternoon shift :( So wont be meeting him.

Went out with Baby yesterday. Woah, i swear its great though we dint really go shop. :/
In th morning wake up ard 7a.m plus. Keep sneezing uh, Cant sleep. :x Wth loh~ Haha!
Went plurk using psp. :D Then back to sleep again :/ Haha! Text baby ask him where is he & he say he reaching.
& So i went prepared. Changed & out i go meet him @ my house downstairs. :D

Walked to "Da zi ran" there buy breakfast. & We so like husband & wife loh. :x Hees! :D Know why ?
Cause of how people look @ us ; giving us th eyes of me & baby so young married ! & Bus home cause its raining alr.
Had our breakfast. & ard 10plus ,Baby went to my room & sleep. While i online till ard 12.
Went to bath & i started using baby phone to take photo. :D Hahaha! & Out we go. :)
Bus down to Ikea & Courts. We walk ard. Haha! Talking about our future. Omg! Baby is serious marrying me! Lol,
& We go on walking ard. Round & round. Haha! & Took shuttle bus to Bedok MRT. Had Mac.

By right we should take 854 to Hougang ,but to spend more time with Baby i told him ,i dont want take yellow bus.
& Say why not we take 168 to Woodland & changed to 161 then back to hougang ? & surprisingly ,he say "sure okay!"
Took th 168 ,& reached alr. While waiting fr 161, then we took photo again! :D Haha!
& Finally reached hougang. Home sweet home! :D then baby went home. :)

Photo took yesterday :

Disappoinment hurts, real badly.

2009-08-08T13:32:00.000+08:00

Helloh G'afternoon all ! :D
Hmm. Im not really in a very good mood. Sigh.
Shall not mention why ,because it will make me even no mood :/

I just change my blogskin. Is it nice ? I find it simple, so i use it. :)
Im currently changing for baby blogskin too! :D Haha ! Shall change to th same as mine. :)
It is much more easier for me to edit yea. Haha! Lol. Im bored ,someone entertain me please ? :(

Nothing much happen this few days. Haha! Well, that's great isnt it ?
Well, i dont know if i will get to meet Baby later :( Hope i will be meeting him.
Boring Saturday. Nothing to do. No one to talk to. Boring life. :(
Entertain me, please. ): *Yawns*

Shall stop here than. Update when anything interesting happen :)
Tag me uh! :D

Its keep in my heart,
2009-08-06T21:17:00.000+08:00
Im not in th mood.
Im falling still. No one hold me up.
Im collapsing, yet still no one help me up.
Im crying, but who know ? & Who will help me wipe my tears away ?
Probably still th same answer. No one at all. Not even a single soul.

Why ? Because i kept it all inside my heart.
My heart isnt strong. Its fragile. It also breaks alot of time for small things.
It break countless time. Th pain im feeling, right now make me so breatheless.
But th problem is do anyone care at all ? Still, i think it would be th same answer ; Nobody at all.

Im not a loner. Yet ,Im not a one who with people surrounded me. ):
But still, i feel so lonely. Dontknow who to look for. Sigh. Why am i feeling like this ?
I dont like feeling this way, because this will affect me & baby's relationship. ):
God, who can help me please ? ):

I dont love feeling this way, & neither do anyone. )':

Three Hundred & Fourty Six Days Of Love ;
What make us walk till so long ? I dont know either.
Come think of it,
it feels like we just know. It feels like we just met. & it feels like we just together.
Haha. Funny way of knowing. Funny way of meeting you. & Funny way to say :"Hi" to you.
All this funny lil things, just in a blink of an eyes ; We're still tgt till now.
Your th one holding & enduring, no matter what happen.
Doing stupid things, & behave like an idiot when your sick ; Just to cheer me up when im down.
I dont know why you does all those that.
Sometimes it do irritates me, but i know you just trying to make me smile.
To you, it seems like just a smile of mine is enough for your whole day. How silly.
Whenever i say i wna take money from my mum, you just said ; "no need laogong have."
You spent so much money on me. Buy me whatever i want. Even your not rich.
Yet im still demanding for this & that. Opps, sorry. ):

Baby ,you muz rmbr no matter what happen i love you.
& You know what ? Another 19 days is our big day ! (L)
Are you looking forward to it ? Because im looking forward to it. (L)

I'll move on,

2009-08-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh. Im so not in th mood to blog. Haha! Lol.
But yet, i still came to update just for th sake of it! Haha!
I did badly for all my prelims paper ; cheer fr me! Lol.
I dint study fr any exams. Now ,i still haven even started on Food&Nutrition :/
Ohmygod, so im going to stay over night & study fr it :x

Hee^^ Anyway i had a great day with Baby ! :)
He came over to school fetch me & He's crazy. Walk to my school! He stay @ Yishun.
What th hell right ? Think something wrong with him. Haha! :x
& Went to Point with Charmaine & co. :) Had KFC, Lol. Then walk ard.
Charmaine is so engrossed in ****** ! Hahah! :/ Lol. & Soon, we bus home.

Home. Bath. Pack my room fr awhile, & out at ard 5p.m plus ?
Walk to HougangMall. & We went walking ard. Haha! Damn funny i tell you. :/
I told Baby i steal things & etc. Guess what ? He really believe, & hold tight to 2 of my hand.
Haha! Im good in acting uh ? Haha! Not bad yea ? Lol.

& Ard 6.05p.m ,we went eat pastamania. Vegetarian again! ^^ Haha!
Guess what ? We eat until almost 7p.m! About an hour. Me & Baby eat very slow one.
Can eat & talk. But cnt eat & talk @ th same time. So we'll stop eating, & talk. Haha!
So, walked to Bus interchange. Top up my card first. & bus 325 home. Haha!
I love bus-ing ard with Baby. :x Lol.

Home soon. & Baby so cute.
We walk & talk. Then suddenly he say,"Wo hen ai ni! (I love you alot.)
I think he's sort of crazy today.
We made a promise one another, we muz say iloveyou, EVERY SINGLE DAY @ LEAST ONE TIME (L)

& After sending me home. Baby went off to work. He say he would come tmrw! ^^
After tmrw's paper, i can relaxed alr. Well, im relaxing everyday. Zzz! Haha.
Alright, Shall stop here than! :D Haha! Shall reply tags tmrw ? :) Tag more please :(

Baby , I love you alot too (L)
& Twenty more days (L)

Baby say he will take out $120 fr our first month.
But i guess, we need more than that :x Haha! Lol!
Singapore flyer, Chocolate Fondue, Present, Surprise, Keychain, & etc.
Im so looking forward to it! Haha!

Cling On My Heart
2009-08-04T15:04:00.000+08:00
Recently ,Im being too emotional. Well, not really emotional.
But as in, I realise alot of things. :/ Friends, Love, & Myself. Almost everything.
I dont know why. Well, this is part of growing in life :)
But im glad that im growing, i wouldnt want still want to be a immature kids yea :/

Humans need to grow. Not just body ,but also mind. :)
When things have not changed, you wont realise how much something to you is important.
Like eg. for me ,Friendship. :)
Like what i told Shihua, Joanna Gabriel, I see myself in xoxo. :/

It might be me myself thinking too much ; But that's what i see.
Seeing myself in xoxo. I wont mention who xoxo is. I dont wna hurt xoxo. :(
Probably when i say all this thing, xoxo might know it herself.
But i didnt mean anything to xoxo, just realise me MYSELF. Not xoxo. Okay quite complicated.
Now whatever i say, is referring to MYSELF & No one else. Kkay, its understandable now ?

I neglect my friends. I forgotten about them. Alright, not that i forgotten.
But just dont hang out with them often. That's all. But to me, thy're still important.
Thy are part of my life. Thy're th one there fr me!
It doesnt mean, if i hang out with who, who's more important. NO SUCH THING AT ALL!
To me, everyone in my life is important.
Just that, sometime i'll treat th other better than him/her.

No matter how much we hang out, or we dont hang out. When i said your my BEST SISTER!
That means, you always is! I love you guys, no matter what.
Even if i always hang out with boyfr. doesnt mean i forgotten you all. :(
You'll are always kept in my mind. I swear im telling th trust!
Friends/Sisters, You are alway important & loved by me! I swear! (L)

Things will never be th way you want, let it go.
Its alway better to let it go, then to let it cling on your heart.
& I will learn to let it go..

Shattered Heart,
2009-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00
Once broken ,is always broken ;
Even how hard we mend it back, theres still crack lines )':

& so do my heart ;
Nothing help at all ,th broken pieces wont be found back anymore. ):
All this is just part & parcel of life.

& who know im crying, now ?

Im so loss without you,
2009-08-02T22:04:00.000+08:00
Boring sunday, like I say in th previous blog ><

Im talking to baby on th phone ,now. :) Haha!
I feel tht w/o baby ,im like a dead person. With him, i cry laugh angry & etc. But w/o him i miss him. Even if its just one day w/o him ,i feel like years dint see him ; missing him like a mad woman. :'(

& Baby, thats th reason why i call you<3
Baby, You meant so much to me!

I hope we can go on so sweetly ,everyday!
& we can go as far as forever ,because I BELIEVE!

Boring Sunday.

2009-08-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

Its a great afternoon or maybe not that great ? Haha ! Suddenly have th urge to blog . Haha ! Lol.
Im so random, i know ; But im just that random. Im gna change a new blogskin soon.
But no idea what blogskin to change leys ? Nothing caught my eyes, you know :(
Im hungry. Yes, VERY HUNGRY ! Dint meet Baby ,He got his religious class thingy. That's sad isnt it :(

I dont like online in th morning, nowadays. Cause not much person online :/ Haha ! But no choice uh.
I got to study later around in th evening . *Sighs. There's maths & social studies paper tmrw :(
Well ,i know i cant do it for tmrw's paper(s) ; But im still gna give it a try. :) Im a good girl, you know . Haha !
Im still looking for a skin ,while blogging. Haha ! But i cant find one ! Damn ! Ergh ! Let's Continue than.

Im bored. Real bored. Feel so stuffy at home. But i dont know who to ask to get some fresh air outside. :/
Since dont know when ,i never go out with friends ler. Well, im neglecting them :( Sorry.
Hmm. After exams, i will ask them out ! Though after prelims is N'lvl liao ! Muz work really hard ler. *Sighs.

Dint blog yesterday, shall blog now than :)
Baby came over find me @ ard 1 or 2plus. Then we trained down to Doby Gaught.
& walk ard PlazaSing. Then from there we walked to th new shopping center, ION. Nothing much.
Very big. But th things there are expensive. & Not fr teenagers, i think :/

& We went to a bus stop, randomly pick a bus & take :x Haha! Took Bus 174 ?
Alight @ th last stop which brought us to Outram Park ! Haha ! & we trained back to Buangkok.
Walked to HougangGreen. Baby bought his dinner, as he's working night shift. :(
& Accompanied him. Lol. Then home sweet home. Online ,look for songs. & plurk , nothing much.

Slept at ard 12a.m plus ? Lol & wakeup @ 10a.m plus this morning. All cause of boyboy.
He came in disturb me ! Haha ! Watch tv, & online :) Boring sunday. Nothing to do!
& Im so bored & hungry. Shall go cook maggi mee eat ^^

Pictures are taken yesterday :

Three Hundred & Fourty Two Days Of Love :
Love. Hate. Jealous. Betray. Lies. All sorts of emotions, is all include.
Another 23 more days, to our one year anni. Time fly so fast.
We just had over Eleventh Monthsary, & now Twelveth Monthsary is coming. Haha!
Baby, thanks fr everything you do for me.
Those laughters, tears, jealousy & etc, you brought me ; would never be forgotten.
Because you endure, that's why we can walk fr so long. :')
Your th one i looking for, Your th one i want forever.
No matter what, nothing can break us apart.
Baby, I love you & i swear its forever ! (L)

Updated For All Of You ! :D

2009-07-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling! Haha ! Its quite late alr uh. By th time i offline should be late too. :x
Its been about a week since i last update. :/ & I cnt really rmbr what happen this few days.
Damn ! Short term memory. I shall start on th Sunday ? Or Monday ? Haha!

26th July , Sunday.
Boring day. Never meet baby. Coz he working afternoon shift.
Nothing to do either. Went Grandma's house fr dinner. & home soon.
Then my comp suddenly down. Omg. Dontknow what happen also. Cant plurk / blog.

27th July ,Monday.
School as usual. Haha!Then lesson as per normal. Lol!
Went hougangmall with Charmaine, Zhixian & Eileen. Then meet Baby @ HougangMall.
Waiting for him. Soon he reach. Haha! To popular. & then home with Baby.
Dint went out. Just stay at home. Cause its like ard 4 / 5 plus liao. :(
But still fun lah. Haha! Then later ,he propose to me! Haha! ^^ Stupid Baby. Lol!
& to Hougang Green, walk ard. Haha! Bought tidbits. & Then sent Baby to Bus-stop. Waited fr Bus27.
Took photos. & Home sweet Home.

28th July ,Tuesday.
School as usual. Baby came over to fetch me from school again! hah!
I just love him waiting fr me, after school :) & Bring me home. Haha! Lol!
& Then we went home. Trained down to Bishan. Walk ard. Haha! :) Walk to bus stop.
& we waited fr Bus88 for very long! >:/ & we took photos. Haha! Lol.
Sleep on Baby's shoulder. Opps. Sweet dream.
Baby just look at me sleeping. Cause i told him not to sleep. Afraid that we might miss th stop. :x
Haha! & He really dint sleep. What th._. Haa. Cute lah him :/
Home soon. & He went off to work :(

29th July, Wednesday.
School as per normal. Haha! :)
There's oral after school. So i told Baby to go home first, then come find me :)
Haha! So, oral. While waiting, talking to Joanna & Weizhuang. haha! dint know we can talk so much :/
Then those people who are infront are envy that we can talk & laugh. Cause, th teacher say who talk go behind.
& Joanna, Weizhuang & I is th last few alr. So we dont mind being behind, Haha!
& I was th last second. I did badly for it :( Well, nothing to regret either. :/ Its past alr. Lol.
Then call Baby. & Walking to find him. Charmaine & Co. was waiting fr me. 0.0
Haha! Then so we walked to th bus stop. Waiting fr Baby to walk over. & Eileen went back school.
Charmaine & Zhixian walking to bus stop. Then me & baby walk to bus stop too. Saw Charmaine & Zhixian.
Chit chat & their bus came. We waited fr our bus. & saw Eileen @ school frontgate bus stop. Lol.
Home soon. & Then to HougangMall (i think) . & Walk ard. Have pastamania. Haha! Baby pay again.
Then walk home. & Baby home too. :) Hahaha ! :D

30th July ,Thursday.
Dint went to school. Was feeling tired. :x
& Then at night quarrel with my parents. Lame lah! Lol.
@ that very moment, i really wish to move out. But i know i cant. -.- Lol.
Thanks Baby being there fr me (L) Sleep late. Lol.

31st July, Friday.
School as usual. But English Prelim Paper 1 & 2 today. :(
dint do well fr both papers. Hais. No use regretting. & then go comp lab do CME thing ?
& Faster rush down to meet my parents up. Thy waiting fr me outside th school alr.
Went to Compass. & I changed my phone to W508 ,Flip phone anws. :)
Home soon. & Then Baby was waiting fr me @ my house staircase. Lol!
Bath & then slack awhile, go CausewayPoint. Help sissy check th memory card thingy. :)
& Bought it. Home soon. Bus 161-ed to HougangMall. Went MiniToon buy my stickers ^^
& then walk home. Home soon. Bath. Cook maggi mee fr Baby to eat. *thanks me*
Hmm. & Baby went home at ard 10.40p.m plus ? Waited with him fr Bus27. Lol, & Home sweet Home.
Online. Plurk. & Put stuff into my phone. :)

& As for today. That ass (baby) say he's coming over. O.O
I think when he come, also ard th noon liao. Siian. Haha! Lol. Alright pictures :

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28th Jul 2009, 19:48
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28th Jul 2009, 18:11
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27th Jul 2009, 23:21
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27th Jul 2009, 23:21
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26th Jul 2009, 19:52
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26th Jul 2009, 00:18
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26th Jul 2009, 00:17
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26th Jul 2009, 00:14
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Happy Eleventh Monthsary ♥

2009-07-25T22:41:00.000+08:00

Happy Eleventh Monthsary, Baby(L)

To be frank im not really that excited. But a lil relieved, to walk till now ._. Haha! Lol!
Three Hundred & Thirty Four days, ups & downs. Happy & Sad. All sorts of emotional we have.
All those pains & hurt causes fr one another, countless one.
Yet, we still managed to went thru everything & stay till now.
All thanks to Baby, he's th one who endure & hold on.

Im th one who cnt endure & letting go. :(
Sometimes, i do regret what i say & what i did to him. Bcause i dint stand in his shoe.
& I dint know how pain & hurt it was to him ,when i say those things. :(
Im sorry my dear. But nothing stop you from enduring & holding on (L)

Three Hundred & Thirty Four days of love, Long!
Yet to others, might be short ; But to us its real long!
No word could define our love, even love couldnt describe it!
Been thru so much, i did learn & to be strong!
To protect myself from falling, But when i protect myself ; I hurt you.
All those things i did to you, all you did was endure those pain.
Probably sometimes i took it for granted, that its right fr you to endure.

I know probably in all YOUR relationship, i might be th most lucky one that you pamper on th most.
But, yet. I dint appreciate but take it fr granted. :(
Well not i dint, just tht i doesnt want to show it out :/
Cause i dont want myself to fall for th third time.

I wna cook for you. I wna bath for you. I wna squeeze your pimples for you. I wna sayang you. I wna pat you to sleep.
I wna be your wife in th future. Im serious! (L)
& I bet you are serious to make me your wife too, right ? (L)
No one & nothing can seprate us & break us apart, right ? *I hope so!
Baby, Me Love Die You (L)

& You know what! Baby is sweet~ He text me :
In a blink of eye we have reach 11mth of Love.
In a blink of eye, we have gone thru & passes so much hard times.
In a blink of eye, i started to see only you.
Sing for you, Blog for you, all is about you. All i needed now, was only you.
Day by day, I think tht enduring is right, & waiting is right too.
Thanks fr giving me a chance to love you, to be at your side.
Baby ,this 11mth is full of love & hate. BUT! I never hate you, in fact i love you even more!
Let do spend more times, doing new stuff together.
& Be tiongxim to one another, care for one another.
Let give one another more happy times than sad/angry time ,shall we ?
BabyBaby, I love you (L)

See ! How sweet my baby is alr ? Haha! (L)
Love die you lah, Baby. Thirty one more days to our First Year~! :D
& Rmbr what i say. Im gna be your wife in th future. (L)
Haha, Baby me love you, forever !

Going out with Baby, later on. :D
~~Think we are going to Jurong Point later,~~ Haha! Lol! & Im gna bath & prepare soon! :D

P/s : I might be changing my phone on th 31st of July.
PP/s : I love Baby alot ! (L)

Helloh Helloh ! Im back home alr. Haha! Anyone miss me ? My blog seems so dead. No one is taggin me :(
How sad it is ! But well its okay than :') Muz be positive yea ! :D
Im so happy & tired now. Haha ! I had a great day, what about you guys ? :)
It was our 11th monthsary today. Hmm, dint celebrate. Just went out a usual :)
But still, it was fun & happy ! xD Love baby okay (L)

Offline & I went to bath. After that went to prepare. & waiting fr dad to be home :/
Wna take money from him for my new specs! ^^Hehs! :/ Dad came home, soon! :D
He gave me $100 ! o.o Haha ! Lol! Another $40 was to let me buy my clothing ^^ Wahaha! xD

Alright, so we went off. & took bus 27 to Tampinese, just to take my specs. :)
Walked back to TampineseMall, & walk ard. Had a lil tiff with Baby, But was alright after tht. He apologised!
& Then bus-ed 168 to causeway Point! :D Haha ! Know why we go there ?

Just because Baby want buy me Mochi Ice Cream, that we ate yesterday! (L) Sweet of him right ? :)

So, took photo. & Baby fell asleep. :) Haha ! He's tired. & Soon we reached.
Went to buy th Mochi Ice Cream, Haha! Baby bought 6! Omgzxs! $11 ! Expensive uh ?
Haha ! But he still willing to buy._. That's my Baby, just to make me happy, anything worth it. :/
Sweet of him. Then i went to buy Seaweed Shaker Fries. Haha! :) Bought & we went to movie theater.

Had this movie call "The Hangover" ,NC 16. Overall still not that bad. Haha!
Some part is quite obscene. :/ Haha! Lol! After movie, Train down to DobyGaught. & To Kovan.
Walk ard. Looking for clothing. But none caught my eye. & Not in th mood cause of th shop assistance-'-
Then walk one big round to bus stop. Waiting for bus . & while waiting. We sing! Know what ?
When we got up th bus, i find something's wrong. Told Baby.& then he ask th bus driver. Haha!
We wait @ th wrong side. Lol lah ! -.- Hahaha ! We were like waiting fr so long. Still happily sing down there.

So, we take MRT instead. So damn L-A-M-E loh ! ._. Haha ! Lol!
& Then on th mrt we talk. soon reached Buangkok. & We walked one BIG ROUND again! Lol!
Sing, Talk & Walk. Oh, sweating too! Damn effing warm! :/ Love walking with Baby. (L)
Home sweet home, soon! Bath & Online. Oh god damn ! Where's Baby ? :@

Tags replied below after th photos !

Pictures For Today. I tell you.
Baby is damn effing CUUUUUUUUUUTTTTEEEEE in some pictures (L) Haha ! :

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25th Jul 2009, 12:58
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25th Jul 2009, 12:02
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24th Jul 2009, 23:52
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24th Jul 2009, 16:37
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24th Jul 2009, 08:50
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23rd Jul 2009, 20:50
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23rd Jul 2009, 16:28
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22nd Jul 2009, 21:59
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22nd Jul 2009, 21:55
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} R.E : Haha! Lol. Okay.

22nd Jul 2009, 16:58
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} R.E : --

22nd Jul 2009, 16:51
HuiFang: TAGGED \
} R.E : Thanks fr th tag. :)

21st Jul 2009, 23:11
❥ susan: taggedpretty lovelove.
} R.E : Haha! Thank Babe! Love you too! (L)

20th Jul 2009, 22:26
Eileeen.!: me too. i very simple de. just give me food to eat can le
} R.E : Haha! What th hell._.

20th Jul 2009, 20:59
` ♥Jolyn: Hellohello ,SexyLove
} R.E : Helloh SexyLove~(L)!

20th Jul 2009, 18:25
The Princess Closet: Hi, Pls visit us at www.p-closet.com for Jap n Korean style apparels at very affordable prices! You wont regret!
} R.E : --

20th Jul 2009, 13:00
❥ susan: hahahs :D so i shall say see you soon. allow fate to meet up again.
} R.E : haah! sure! :)

19th Jul 2009, 21:07
M A N T H A's ♥: Hi plurker, link me! =B
} R.E : Hi! You are linked! :D

19th Jul 2009, 20:24
charmaine: argh, now sch start, zx cant go out one, i wan go your wedding too ! can be your bridesmaid but dun ask me to say speech ar !
} R.E : Lame lah! Lol! Haha ! ._.

19th Jul 2009, 16:56
leimen: TAGGED!nice blog
} R.E : thankyou. :)

19th Jul 2009, 16:15
HuiFang: TAGGED
} R.E : Thanks fr taggin me (L)

Shall go sleep alr. Im sleepy. Rmbr tag me yea ? Haha!
& Please, i hope you guys stop saying that you'll dont like him!
Not fair for him ! :@

Happy Eleventh Monthsary ♥ (:

2009-07-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Helloh Helloh Earthling! I dont know why blogger got problem! )':
Then i cant blog for my Baby alr. How am i gng to blog when its like this ? )': *Sorry Baby.
Shall Blog for you, once blogger is back to normal! * I promised alright! Haha! Love you. (L)

School as usual. I went to school for this five day! Omg~ I cant believed too!
& Worst still, I did listen to almost EVERY lesson ! Clap for me please~ Haha !
Im sucha good girl ,alr. Gna work hard for N'level yea! :)
I have faith in myself. & I cnt let everyone who care for me down. Esp. Parents & Baby!

Went out with Cliques today. (Eileen, Joanna, Charmaine, Zhixian & Baby) {:
Bus-ed 161 to Compass Point. Hees^^ Then had lunch there. We decided on what to eat fr long. Hahs.
After eating, got this small lil malay guy kip looking at Charmaine! Haha!
Damn cute i swear ! We were all laughing out loud! Hah!
& Baby were angry that time. Sorry Baby about it ! ):

Home after that. Bath, prepared! & Went out :)
Bus 161 again to CausewayPoint. Walk ard! Nothing much though.
Baby were looking for his room thingy. Cause he's moving house real soon ? *next mth.
Went to buy this Mochi Ice Cream. I treat Baby one! ^^ Hees. Yummy yea!
I bought mint & baby choco expresso. Nice! Buy it next time.

Then home soon. Hees. Chat alot on bus. ^^ (L)
& Home sweet home. Baby went to work alr.
He promise to sent me Eleventhsary Text tnight @ 12! (L)
Im gng send him one too! Yay! Hees^^
Im going out with him tmrw, not going to celebrate.

Wna know why we not celebrating ? ^^
Because he's saving money for our ONE YEAR ! Which is thiry two days time ! (L) Looking foward to it! Hees^^
Alright, that's all! Going to sleep early. To have energy pei Baby tmrw! (L)

Happy Eleventh Monthsary, In advance ! (L)
& Baby I Love You Forever ~!

Its just another day,

2009-07-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

Curretn Mood : Down. Sad. Stress. Tired.
Current Music : Because Of You.

Helloh Helloh ! I dint blog yesterday, because i wasnt in th mood & im not free.
Haha! That is why im here to blog ! :) Do you all miss me ? Haha! I bet you guys do right ? :/
Oh! & I heard that alot of my friends cant get to blog :x I wonder if me too :x
Later i type so long, then came out nothing! Then im gna be mad over it ! Haha ! Lol! Rmbr before you leave tag me!

School as usual! I dint sleep at any of th lesson! I pay full attention to all!
Praise me please! Haha! Lol! Im so guai loh! Right ? I know i am ! Haha! No need you to say. *BHB*
Then Baby came to fetch me after school. Love him fetching me from school (L)

Went out with Baby yesterday, to study. Went to HougangMall.
Then after that ,we went walking from HougangMall to Ave 8 ,then back to HougangGreen.
Haha! Sweet aye ? I know i know. Dont envy :x Omg. *No offences yea ? :x
Well. Then we just kip walking again. It seems that we love walking now ? haha! Walk everywhere we can.
Have dinner tgt. I ate carrot cake ,vegetarian one ley! ^^ Haha ! :D
& Went to green . & Home soon . Online & do my homework. Slept at 12a.m plus ? Lol!

School as usual today. Eileen dint came. Im alone! Sigh. Then slept only during SocialStudies.
Other i pay full attention to it ! Huixuan is becoming a good girl loh! Praise me please, reward me too! Lol!
Then went to print my F&N Coursework thing. & Home soon. Texting Don. Lol!
Finally home sweet home. Big cry in th toilet when im bathing.
I really cant take it okay, feel exauhsted!

Cry from 3plus till 4 almost 5 plus. Fell asleep. Lol! & Dinner @ 7p.m
Online after dinner. & Came here blogging. Thy're kp-ing me liao! Gna offline soon! -'-
Fcuk up day. Nothing goes well. :(

None of you can understand what im undergoing.

All you all say is dont think too much. -'-

How many time muz i repeat myself. I dint think anything.

When i say i dint means i dint! Im undergoing alot of pressure alright!

Studies is getting on my nerves. & Im working real hard now.

Its better to work hard now, then doing nothing right ! -'-

Say so much got what use ? Its better to kip it to myself than to tell you all.

& stop all of your nonsense. alright! dont kpkb anymore!

Dont accuse me when i did nothing! I dint bring th PSP to school! Its at home! -'- Fcuk!

Say so much got what use ? No one bother, anyway!

What th hell~

2009-07-19T15:00:00.000+08:00

Current Mood : Disappointed & Angry.
Current Music : --

Helloh Helloh Earthling. Im feeling so giddy right now, no idea why :/
Im missing baby, alr. Though only one day dint see him ! Haha!
~~Im so speechless when i hear something ,really & that's from my dad. :(~~

~~Im so disappointed in him.~~
~~Mummy & his sister, who's more important ? He's sister ? Kkay, i know both are.~~
~~But, shouldnt it be mummy MORE important than sister ? Even if you're angry when you see this i also wont care.~~
~~What if mummy know about tht ? She will feel upset too, you know ? :(~~

~~Mumy ask you to pack fr lunch fr her, cause she's working & need to eat.~~
~~& Because of mahjong, you ask her to call her *collegue to buy. What th hell._. Kkay, this i dont mind.~~
~~Then forget it. I also dint say anything. Now, aunt ask you to drive her to chalet. You drive. Wth~?~~
~~I really, so disappointed & angry when i know this can! >:/~~
Whatever, Disappointed. :'(

I got nothing to do this afternoon. Haha! Bored.
Baby say he's coming over tmrw to fetch me from school (L) He better dont break his promise :/
Going offline soon ! Im feeling so giddy & sleepy ! :( Dont know why too ! :x
I shall reply tags than ! Haha ! :)

19th Jul 2009, 15:03
Marjorie: Eh, must invite me to your wedding k? Cannot forget me.
} R.E : Haha! Sure sure. I will (L)

19th Jul 2009, 13:48
Alicia: Hihi plurker , last long ! :D
} R.E : Hihi! Thankyou :)

19th Jul 2009, 11:18
charmaine: i wan join i wan join i wan join !
} R.E : Can can. Let's find one day. you & zx & me & boyfr. kkay :)

19th Jul 2009, 00:20
shouta baby: we are so sweet haha!
} R.E : Yes, ofcoz! :D

19th Jul 2009, 00:14
❥ susan: pretty! hahas. shy leis you say like tht. FATE! andand th baby is sooo effing cute.
} R.E : Yes FATE ! Haha ! See you soon, again! & yes, my cousin :)

18th Jul 2009, 23:12
SHAN ♥ ,: Will link you soon
} R.E : Thankyou.

18th Jul 2009, 21:56
Natalie's (L): Hi ! Tagged & linked aye {: Last long alrights {:
} R.E : Hi! Your link too!{: Thankyou. :)

18th Jul 2009, 21:47
ah long: tagged lasst long too tyanks
} R.E : Thanks & you last too!

18th Jul 2009, 21:32
Joan: Plurk-er :D hey!! Tags for you! takecare & last long.
} R.E : Thankyou. You lastlong too :D

18th Jul 2009, 15:39
Eileeen.!: haha. because by the time you reach there, amy and i just reach hougang :x . next week must come school often okay?(:
} R.E : I see. Sure, i will go der. :)
18th Jul 2009, 00:37
❥ susan: hellos crazypretty smile always okay. shall meet up with you one daywhen im free , okays?
} R.E : Suresure. & you smile always too. & we've met one another ! FATE ! ^^

17th Jul 2009, 22:52
XiaoVess: hey plurkers , i Linked you alr .
} R.E : Thanks so much :D

17th Jul 2009, 16:22
charmaine: Do you wna talk to someone? Mrs Lin asked me about you today, she seems worried for you, and so do we. We will all help you recover from unsocialness ! HAHA! I think you did well for exams lo, cos you express emotions out. Good lei ! HAHA, Yea, i seriously miss you D:
} R.E : Im alright yea. Dont worry. Haha! Lol! I miss you too! :(

16th Jul 2009, 19:44
HuiFang: TAGGED
} R.E : Thankyou.

16th Jul 2009, 17:59
SHAN ♥ ,: HIIIII :D
} R.E : HIHIHI^^

16th Jul 2009, 17:05
It's ♥; EvelyynnRachhel: heyys ! TAGGED !
} R.E : Thanks.

15th Jul 2009, 18:19
Marjorie: You today naughty, never come to school again!
} R.E : Haha! Yea :(

15th Jul 2009, 15:36
ANGEL: tagged yo! haha, got your link through plurk :D
} R.E : Helloh! Haha! :D

Im done replying those tags. :) Im bored uh!
Baby is busy watching his show, bad him! Roar! He better text me, or i will angry.
Im still plurking. Bored. Shall go read people's blog instead. Goodbye.
Update soon :) & Im going school tmrw! Im going to love school!

Baby, I love you. Your my sweetest addiction.
Must remember our promise okay ? Haha ! I love you :)

{♥./XUANNIEEEE™

Blown, away.

Make up ,is so difficult ! :/

Hello Blogger ! :D

Long way to go .

Movies ! :D

Planet 51 !

Left unsaid.

Do you know ?

Three Dad , One Mom .

Alway in my heart.

Six Hundred & Fourty-Nineth Post ! ^-^

War is going on.

Breakfast ! :D

Back to blogger ! :D

妻子的诱惑 (Temptation of Wife)

妻子的誘惑 .

Feeling better.

Living in pain.

Update .

Loser ! xD

Strong .

Forever is it.

Please, tag me ?

Bugis trip, fun !

Tag replies.

Blog as promised ,

Updated @ Baby's blog.

Looking Back ,

Back to blogger ! :D

Just a smile will do.

I meant what i say.

Friends.

Standing Up High,

Rainbow after rain.

Why, Why, & still W-H-Y ?!

Can you please understand me ?

Photos , Photos & Still Photos !

Three more days ,

Six Hundredth & Ninth Post.

From this moment,

& Your Love Bring Me Home .

Misunderstanding.

{♥}Happy 13th Monthsary.

Your love get me home .

Lies.

I change my blog link .

With you around, everything is safe.

Rewind .

Title ? What would it be ?

I dont know what's wrong with me .

I wonder, Where to go ?

Helloh to blogger ! :D

Helloh Blogger ! :D

I had a great day ! :D

Will update real soon! :D

Replies Of Tags :D

I know you are the one (L),

Where's th rainbow ,after the rain ?

I see a rainbow, after th rain. (:

Happy Twelve Monthsary ; One Year Annivesary ! :D

<3

Its the love story <3

& Three more days, (L)

Such a tiring day,

My 558th Blog Post ^^v

Another day gone .

Two day post,

& Your my everything. :D

Disappoinment hurts, real badly.

I'll move on,

Shattered Heart, 2009-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00 Once broken ,is always broken ;Even how hard we mend it back, theres still crack lines )':& so do my heart ; Nothing help at all ,th broken pieces wont be found back anymore. ):All this is just part & parcel of life. & who know im crying, now ?

Boring Sunday.

Updated For All Of You ! :D

Happy Eleventh Monthsary ♥

Happy Eleventh Monthsary ♥ (:

Its just another day,

What th hell~

Shattered Heart,
2009-08-03T22:16:00.000+08:00
Once broken ,is always broken ;
Even how hard we mend it back, theres still crack lines )':

& so do my heart ;
Nothing help at all ,th broken pieces wont be found back anymore. ):
All this is just part & parcel of life.

& who know im crying, now ?